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i blog to the sound, smell and taste of gossip.
i am me
tension is passion
nisha jailani, 18
i have no men to cry upon
nightmare haunts me again
April 26, 2009 ( 5:01 AM )
just say the word DEBATE. my knees tremble as the word goes. that word has been traumatizing me ever since. and it came again when i was watching debate this morning. maybe that is why i went back early, cause i just cant stand the impact that a single debate can give me.
my nightmare:
it was in MRSM langkawi. form 5. fasting month. it was compulsory for everyone to join debate. i had always have a problem with debating, formally or informally. people cutting while i'm talking really gets on my nerves.
it was semi-finals. just 1 more step to finals. my teammates were didie, a school debater (she was the only reason we had it to semis) and diana ( better than me). the topic was something about nutrition if im not mistaken.
i wont tell what happened, but something i said made the opponent AND the audience laughed at my stupidity, and worse, some even clapped. go to hell!! didie was so pissed off with me for fucking ourselves really bad. on the spot, i burst out crying, in front of everyone. after everything is settled, my friends came up to me, they had to hold me from falling down crying, sobbing like a small girl. i didnt actually know which part was worse: losing or embarrasing myself n my teammates. either way, it was one of the most bitter experience for me and i now, swear will not take part in debate or anything whatsoever. period!!
jatuh ego tak boleh kutip balik tau!!
special dedication
( 4:32 AM )
tatkala aku lagi bahagia menikmati nasi ayam buatan tangan sendiri dan teman2, all of a sudden ada phone call.
teman aku ajak tengok dia jamming. aku tergamam. why?
1. aku xpernah tengok orang jamming
2. aku xpernah pergi tempat jamming pun
3. i dont exactly know what jamming is - what i know is it has something to do with bands
but, i agreed. turns out, i enjoyed it so much. u guys are so great, and can i say, i was mesmerized (am i exaggerating??). well, compared to me, i dont even know how to play the guitar, no no, scratch that, i dont even know how to even HOLD it!!
the guys in action:
gunna the guitarist+ drummer + singer / the hyperactive/ all-rounder
varend the singer/ the macho one
jeremy the guitarist/ the cute one
melting point part II
April 23, 2009 ( 7:12 PM )
siapa kata lelaki melayu, eh salah, malaysian takde yang handsome??
ni lagi sorang lelaki idaman wanita malaysia.
haih...
kenapalaa susah sangat nak cari lelaki macam ni kat malaysia?
huhu
kalaula hans isaac is a public face / muka bersepah,
dah lama aku tak single.
( yuhuu, i'm single, to those out there)
melting point
( 6:48 PM )
oh bulan,
mengapakah?
jantung ini berdegup kencang tatkala melihat foto kamu??
pabila namamu disebut,
aku jadi tergamam.
membisu.
namun,
ingin juga ku sampaikan kata-kata ini.
sudah tidak tertahan lagi.
oh aidil zafuan.
i love u.
p/s: farahin ko amik zaquan je ek, aku nak zafuan!!
newest reality show
April 21, 2009 ( 8:11 AM )
dengan ini, secara rasminya, kami berjanji akan menjayakan:
Projek Menurunkan Berat Badan dan Mengurangkan Lemak yang Dah Lama Termendap dan Tak Pernah nak Berkurang, Bertambah Ada La.
ahli-ahli nya:
1. nisha bukan nama sebenar
2. kembar 1- ziha
3. kembar 2- zaty
4. zetty
ahli baru:
1. ihda si macho
2. erma ko jadi join ke tak ni??
orang yang tidak dibenarkan participate:
1. zira @ meowmeow
2. qish
3. aishah
cara-cara untuk menjayakan program ini:
1. mengurangkan carbohydrate intake
2. exercise- gym, aerobik, joging
3. no nasi kepal
4. no nasi tambah
5. no tidur berlebih-lebihan
6. no cemilan/ jajan/ makanan selingan yang tinggi gula/ caramel/ chocolate/ krim termasuk bengbeng, chocolatos, ice cream and its derivatives
7. no mengumpul lemak depan laptop tengok movie sambil makan + baring-baring
8.menjauhkan diri dari qish and aishah kerana mereka ini adalah pengaruh jahat dan terbesar untuk makan banyak dan menggemukkan diri
9.banyakkan berdoa supaya projek ini berjaya
how to play:
1. timbang berat before memulakan projek ini
2. ikut steps di atas
3. timbang berat lepas seminggu
4.siapa yang berat turun paling drastis dan menggerunkan ahli-ahli lain, dialah pemenang dan akan membelanja semua ahli-ahli projek makan Pizza Hut or Nuansa Bali. ooo, gurami tiga rasa. bestnya!!!
5. ulang langkah-langkah 1-4.
gosip artis malaysia ( GOSARMAL)
( 7:48 AM )
tangan siapakah ini??? lelaki ke perempuan???
kalau nak tau, sila scroll sampai bawah. taknak tau sudah. x ubah nasib hidup aku pun.
eh salah.
artis ke ni??
error and bias? apa kejadahnya??
( 7:16 AM )
kalau korang dengar nama "sirap selasih", apa yang korang bayangkan??
kalau aku, xtau la kalau orang lain camne kan? air color hijau ke biru ke.
SS tu air sirap yang berwarna merah yang diletakkan selasih dan ais. sapa yang xtau selasih tu, kesian laa. selasih tu biji2 yang aku sendiri tak tau datang dari mana, bentuk dan warnanya persis telur katak. kalau dapat selasih tu, fuh, nikmatnya pada tekak memang tak terkata lah. bagi korang-korang yang mempunyai imaginasi yang cetek, lagi lah kesian. senang ni la gambar SS:
anyway, jangan terkejut laa sebab aku kan xberapa nak suka cakap pasal makanan ni. ini adalah 1st entry aku yang ada kaitan dengan makanan. aku tulis ni pun sebab ada kaitan dengan pengalaman aku beberapa hari lepas.
kisahnye:
kawan aku order air sirap selasih kat food court kat matos. sapa taktau matos tu, haih xtau la nak kata apa lagi kan. tetiba air tu datang, kaget aku!
ini adalah airnya! sila jangan terkejut, cause i did!
rasa dia macam ko teguk botol kordial marjan perisa sirap. siot gila ah. nasib baik bukan aku punya. rugi duit aku nanti.
curiosity hits me
April 18, 2009 ( 8:21 AM )
ok, i have to admit, my current handphone is, physically, xnak cakap la. but, still boleh pakai, gediklah katakan. i still love you, though. so, there i was, 'mengushaing' new handphones, when i came across this very cool sony ericsson handphone, sony ericsson W61S cybershot.
kembali kepada tajuk, what makes me so curious about this phone is;
1. there is only 1 picture of this phone in google image
2. there is no W61S in sony ericsson's official website
this was what my curiosity leads me to:
it is a "Japanese" only phone!!!!!
this phone is only sold in Japan, so yang duduk di luar Japan, sob sob!! but still, its so cool!
ala, takkan la asianmate pun taknak jual. UK and US taknak jual pun xpela, i dont mind.
dear santa in Japan, please2, can i have this handphone as a birthday gift??
ketidaksenonohan kawan saya
( 7:58 AM )
nisha ada kawan.
nama dia q bukan nama sebenar.
dia sangat x senonoh.
ini bukan fitnah.
nisha ada bukti dia.
Sila jangan pelik.
( 7:32 AM )
Today’s exam was very interesting.
Selama ni, we all sangat x100 dependent on past year question papers. Sampai tahap where u dun actually have to understand the subject, just master the past year papers, sure A. well, not all. But all these while, past year papers are a must in exam hall.
But, today’s paper was different.
With 0% past year questions, everyone was, can I say, tunggang terbalik, studying slides and module papers. The questions was okay, not too tough, everything was in the slides.
Selama ni, we all sangat x100 dependent on past year question papers. Sampai tahap where u dun actually have to understand the subject, just master the past year papers, sure A. well, not all. But all these while, past year papers are a must in exam hall.
But, today’s paper was different.
With 0% past year questions, everyone was, can I say, tunggang terbalik, studying slides and module papers. The questions was okay, not too tough, everything was in the slides.
Kalau baca, senang laa. Tak baca, susah laa.
Well, just now, a friend from another class told me that his classmate had the questions beforehand. Dunno how, but yes. No wonder his classmates macam semut kerumun gula in the hall.
i was pissed off at first, cause well, who wouldnt??
but then, i realised, until when will we actually realise that being a doctor is not all about getting good results, lagi teruk if those good results are not from our own efforts; past year papers, copying during exam, etc.
takkan la, if a patient comes to you and asks about his sickness, and you dont know about it, n you say: maaf ya, soalnya keluhan pak gak ada dalam soal tahun lalu. get it?
just now, dr nurul, one of the most feared lecturer was in the exam hall. and what she said was very, how can i say this, erm, menyesalkan:
kami di sini mengajar kalian untuk jadi dokter, bukan pecundang(loser) seperti kalian sekarang.
so, how, it all depends on you and you alone:
a good doctor with good results from his own efforts, or a lousy doctor with good reults but not from himself??
pescandal pilihan
( 7:02 AM )
apa itu scandal?
my newborn babies
( 6:57 AM )
Few days before, I was blessed with 3 new babies.
Alhamdulillah.
Luki, luvti, luvmi are my pride n joy, my babies, my all.
They lift me up when I’m down and always there when I need them.
Here they are:
the durian story
( 6:42 AM )
raj: nisha, ko suka durian tak?
nisha: suka la!!
raj: nak tak nanti aku belikan durian? aku tau tempat dia jual durian best.
nisha: ok2, malam ni kau belikan n hantarkan kat rumah aku boleh kan??
malam itu.
i lost track of how many ulas/ biji durian i ate.
i seriously did.
now, and the days before.
akibat dari durian melahap story,
im down with flu, febris(demam), batuk, sakit tekak, n a sexy sengau voice.
tadi.
raj: ko suka manggis tak?
nisha: (dengan suara sengau and batuk2) suka! ko kasi aku buah apa-apa pun aku makan la...
the anticipation
( 6:31 AM )
Disebabkan pertanyaan orang ramai dan aku yang dah malas nak jawab soalan ni lagi; so di sini aku nak menyatakan, POP pada tangan aku yang fracture hari tu waktu balik cuti kat Malaysia tu, dah pun dibuka.
So, sekarang aku dah boleh buat benda2 yang aku xboleh buat dulu.
Tak nak disebut.
Abah, adik nak naik motor lagi!!!
impian hidup
April 13, 2009 ( 5:56 AM )
dear abah,
these are the things that i want before i die....before kawin pun boleh...before grad pun boleh:
girl's greatest enemy: the J word
April 10, 2009 ( 3:37 AM )
apa itu J??
atau siapakah J??
adakah dia scandal terbaru aku?
atau cuma scandal Jepit??
oh tidak.
aku nak cakap pasal JERAWAT.
musuh utama cewek2 dan sebagian cowok.
penyebab mood swing.
atau mood swing menyebabkan dia?
anyways,
aku yang bosan hidup bosan ni
tertanya2...
apa ajaa sih penyebab jerawat itu??
aku pun bukak laa,
n cari penyebab utama jerawat.
nah, ini dia:
- Stres
- Keturunan dari orangtua
- Aktivitas hormon
- Kelenjar minyak yang hiperaktif
- Bakteri di pori-pori kulit
- Iritasi kulit atau karena garukan
- Anabolic steroid
- Pil pengontrol kelahiran / pil KB ( qish hati-hati tau)
- Berada dalam lingkungan dengan kadar chlorine yang tinggi
pastu, kat kawan baik tu jugak cakap pasal mitos of why boleh naik jerawat, which is kind of good news for me. haha.
- Makanan: Coklat, snack, gula, susu dan seafood
- Seks ( shud i be happy bout this?? tettt!!)
p/s: aku buat ni tak tujukan ke siapa2 or apa2, saja iseng. buat knowledge tambahan.
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[ ] try bungee jumping
[X] ride a parachute
[ ] watch equastrian
[ ] own a yacht
[X] weigh less than 55kg
[ ] own a horse
[X] pass my driving test
[X] score 3.5 above
[ ] buy myself a car and a house with my own money
[X] win a futsal game
[ ] 6-pax!
[ ] beat amer in swimming
[ ] grow taller
[ ] sail on a cruise
[ ] own a real tiger cub
[ ] go to disneyland and universal studios, florida
[X] tour around europe
[ ] watch a theater
[ ] eat char koteow everyday without getting fat(ter)
[ ] adopt an orphan