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i am me
tension is passion
nisha jailani, 18
i have no men to cry upon
yay
May 30, 2009 ( 3:21 AM )
i was in a very good mood yesterday. to make it better, a friend of mine asked if i want any english novels; which i was, can i say, mengidam macam perempuan mengandung lima anak for these past torturing months in this island.
*note: malang takde english novels, not even one. sigh.
well, it reminds me of one incident that occured during the past holiday in malaysia.
1. TKP ( tempat kejadian perkara, kot, kalau tak salah) : MPH in shah alam.
me: abang, twilight ada tak?
abg: twilight habis. dik.
me: ow, yang lain? new moon? eclipse?
abg: semua habis dik. stock baru datang minggu depan.
2. TKP: POPULAR in alor star:
i did found twilight books in the 'latest' section. but, only twilight. not the others.
me: kak, new moon ada?
kak: buku apa tu?
me: novel english. dia sekali dengan twilight.
kak: sorry lah dik. taktau la pulak.
me: takpa. twilight ni sampai bila?
kak: baru sampai semalam.
kejadian di shah alam was before in alor star. kat shah alam dah habis, kat alor star tak sampai pun lagi.
moral of the story: dont blame others kenapa negeri kau tak maju, dah tak membaca, camna la nak maju. kedah maju 2010. benar kah??
p/s: if im not mistaken, survey mengatakan bahawa malaysians only read 1 book per year. buku gempak starz la kot. takpun mangga.
pp/s: lagi satu survey mengatakan bahawa if malaysia's economy n political problems is lagging as in rite now, indonesia akan menjadi negara maju before malaysia. padahal the population's ratio is like berganda-ganda. fikir-fikirkanlah.
ppp/s: i am a proud kedahan, but only in certain circumstances.
double
( 3:12 AM )
talk about double dating. this was in my small group discussion alone. wonder if its in a bigger class. quartet dating, i suppose.
p/s: note: more photos to come. hehehe. peace. no heart feelings.
the assortment
May 29, 2009 ( 10:48 PM )
mid semester exam is over. this was what i did:
this is block 1 semester 1 notes ALONE, excluding books.
yup, i do love the chaos.
signed, sealed, delivered. i'm yours. muaxx!!
belang perak
May 27, 2009 ( 1:55 AM )
or silver lining in english. as in the saying; there's always a silver lining in every cloud. i know my "bahasa melayu yang baik dan benar" is not THAT good, maybe thats why my photo wasnt in the papers; best student malaysia, or kedah, or school. heh. how pathetic am i??
in Islam, ada hikmah di sebalik segala tiap apa yang berlaku.
yesterday was one of my most miserable days in this place that i actually know little of. macam jatuh ditimpa tangga. dahla jatuh sure tergolek-golek punya.
yesterday was my methodology paper. subjek apa tu? i wish i knew. the questions were so wrong wrong wrong. those kinds of questions are not catered for medical brains. eh, come on la. statistics? how to write, read, criticise journals? to makes matters worse, our syllabus was the latest, so NO PAST YEAR PAPERS!! we dont have a single idea on how the questions will look like, plus kitorang kan past-year-questions doctors. 100% dependent on those questions. and as a cherry on top, WAJIB lulus. ingat senang ke?? lulus means kena dapat 81% dan ke atas tau.
that was one. more to go. bear with me, please.
results of some papers were out. communication skills. subjek apa? this one was a role-play test. you must act as a doctor, and they evaluate you on how you handle the patients. so, the confident me, memanjat tangga2 ( diet, remember? ) ke lantai 3 to see the results. as we reached lantai 2, i bumped into a friend of mine.
fren: NISHA!!
me: yup? apa? ko dah tengok result? dapat apa?
fren: aku lulus.
me: aku?
fren: erm, ko nak aku cakap ke, kau tengok sendiri?
me: SHIT!!! JANGAN KATA AKU FAIL WEH!!
fren: a'ah. ko tak lulus siot.
dengan skirt yg dah almost sampai lutut sebab berlari naik tangga (more calories burned), i squeezed myself through the commotions. one thing i like about my class' namelist is that my name is the last one. so dari jauh lagi aku dah nampak nama aku.
87. TIDAK LULUS.
oh my?? 87 tak lulus ke?
the lecturer said herself that i passed!! how could this happen??
ok la, at least i'm not the only one. imagine the major humiliation if im the only one in my batch.
sabar nisha, sabar.
okay, 2nd result.
public health.
this one, not that bad la. only 2 people got A. so i dont really mind getting a B. tapi kata nak score, camne ni??
so, back to the topic about silver lining.
1. exam sucks because; of course, last minute study. memang laa. takpe2, next semester aku study everyday after class. [*fingers crossed*]
2. result sucks because:
a. refer no 1
b. tak banyak doa kot. ive been feeling so far away from Allah lately. sigh.
c. take every exams seriously, as in seriously, seriously.
d. my brain was glucose-thirsty. as a result of my damn tunggang terbalik diet. haha. ya right.
3. today is a bad day because tomorrow will turn out to be a good one. tomorrow as in today, which is true. 100% repeated questions for this morning's paper, 2 lulus papers, and a B+ for microbial infection.
lately, bad news have been haunting me. my best friend's granma fighting cancer, and my teacher's child had an accident where the bus turned turtle, and God knows what happened.
Ya Allah, tabahkanlah iman mereka. amin.
p/s: i cant feel my butt right now. kebas.
what to do meh~~
May 23, 2009 ( 4:43 AM )
disebabkan a dear friend of mine gave me this penghargaan, i can do nothing but accept it. haha. takdelah. ni nama dia takde kerja nak buat.
this was what u have to do. zzzzzzz~~
1. Meletakkan imejan penghargaan yang diberi:
2. Nyatakan 5 fakta menarik tentang pemberi penghargaan ini:
a. nama dia hasanul asyraf bin hanafi2. Nyatakan 5 fakta menarik tentang pemberi penghargaan ini:
b. dia budak tak berapa nak matang macam aku. birthday 4 agustus 1990.
c. dia boleh cakap bahasa standard, bahasa kedah and bahasa kelantan dengan sangat fluent.
d. kelas waktu mrsm: 411, 409, 515. pernah wakil mrsm untuk pantun. ngee~~
e. kawan baik aku waktu form4. terlalu baik sampaikan sesuatu berlaku. gaduh jap, tapi sekarang dah baik balik dah. hehe
3. Blogger yang mendapat penghargaan ini perlu menyenaraikan 10 fakta atau hobi diri:
a. is currently under constant pressure.
b. favorite color bertukar setiap tahun.
c. bau freshly-baked cakes and bread plus men's perfume make my knees tremble.
d. i dont remember when was the last time i ironed my clothes. (tapi tudung aku iron tau!)
e. cant live a day without smiling and laughing.
f. is an extremist. i fall head over heels on something ( or someone) i like, and condemns everything i hate/ despise.
g. rabun jauh + rabun dekat + astigmatisme. good combination.
h. can live without tv, laptop or internet but not washing machine ( laundry)
i. love love love outdoor activities!!
j. J is for jailani, nama ayah aku.
k. K is the 11th alphabet, and its for KHAIRUNNISA, which is, an 11-letter-name. mintak tolong sangat-sangat, jangan panggil nisa/ khairun/ kn/ keon/dll. only NISHA is accepted.
4. 5 blogger yang bakal menerima penghargaan ini dan sedikit gambaran tentang mereka:
a. qishie tak qawaii: antara budak paling sengal dan menyengalkan pernah aku jumpa
b. bil hanson: currently making me benci studying here ( read her blog laa..)
c. shafeeqa shamsudin: she says no to what she thinks is wrong
d. mimie mush: the most homesicked girl ive ever met!!
e. azera meow2: suaminya don akmal.
p/s: enjoy buat kerja ntah paper ni.....
what is happening to me?
May 20, 2009 ( 11:39 PM )
im getting jiwang-er day by day. what the heck? i'm back in my jazz-addicted times, layan lagu2 cintan cintun, asking people of their definition of love. oh no!!
ini bukan gue bangat!!
i should be shitting bout exams, which starts tomorrow until the end of next week. oh. forgot. i already did shittalk about exam in the previous entry.dementia lah tu. how old am i again? 91??
apa-apa pun, nak cerita jugak tentang a good 'friend' of mine's definition of love:
me: apa definisi cinta buat kamu?
him: cinta tiada definisi, tapi ada maksud.
me: bedanya?
him: cinta tu rasa. rasa yang membahagiakan. tapi seringnya menyakitkan.
me: then, kenapa orang bercinta kalau tau benda itu menyakitkan?
him: because love always comes with sayang.
me: so?
him: that makes love is something. love is about sharing, about sacrifice. itu yang menyakitkan, tapi you know that the sacrifice is worthwhile, because its for the one you love.
me: (tergamam sebab dah taktau nak tanya apa lagi. since when r u so poetic?)
i know im not a puitis type of girl, so dont ask me about my definition of love. tanya aku definition of gout arthritis aku tau la. dasar.
p/s: to those out there who loves jazz, try listening to this song. aku tau aku sangat kuno sebab lagu ni is soo lama, ive never heard of the singer until recently.
tompi- sedari dulu.
- i dont actually know how to upload a video. korang click je lah kat link atas ni. hehe. enjoy.
nightmare lagi!!
May 18, 2009 ( 5:41 AM )
EXAM = nightmare = less sleep = dark circles = pimples = no internet/ anything that involves touching the laptop = over-caffeinated = over-emosional = ship-wrecked-like room ( bilik macam tongkang pecah) = past year papers = sesi menghafal soalan = jeling-menjeling = mencarut2 kalau past year questions tak keluar = PARTY!!
my dad promised me a suzuki sx4 crossover kalau dapat 4.0. aku taktau yang mana satu is more logical: my dad buying a car for me; or me getting 4.0. macam dua2 impossible je...
apa2 pun, guys, gudluck for UTS next weekend. chaiyok!! lepas uts, apa plan? karaoke jom?? dah lama tak jerit laa...
party mode: on
( 5:16 AM )
not that kind of party, mind you.
its just a ritual for us, us, as in batch 08 girls+ 1-2 guys; to lepak2 after exam; in other words: weekend. not something yang perlu proper planning or what, just lepaking. stmj ke, mcd sarina ke. buat apa? gossip la, ya iya lah!!
i think we shud call ourselves the weekenders la. active only during the weekends; waktu kuliah: passive mode. heh. dasar.
the members:
1. blue house girls: nisha,aishah, zaty, ziha, zira, zetty, nisa, alia
2. pink house girls: qish, farahin, ihda
3. cikampek 11: linnet, sumita
4. cake donors: sharmila, maithily
5. the guys: akmal( datang sebab terpaksa kot), vishnu
p/s: just came back from camping by the beach. it was a blast, excluding the toilet. looking forward for more!!!
talk about humiliation
May 14, 2009 ( 10:44 AM )
yes yes i know how kuno i am.
i just finished watching gossip girl episode 13-20. nak terbakar bontot aku duduk depan laptop.
padahal sekarang dah episode 24.
downloader cam tutututuutut jer.
ep 21-24 is still downloading; in other words: tunggu aku balik malaysia baru habis download semua tu. by that time blair waldorf dah ada cucu laa..
p/s: my newfound allergy and trauma: stool/ feces test. don't ask why.
dua terkorban?
May 13, 2009 ( 8:14 AM )
after craving for sooo long, at last, my dreams came true. eh, terover la pulak.
AKU DAPAT MAKAN KETAM!!!
its somewhere at jl galunggung before dieng, i asked, eh, salah, FORCED gunna, to have lunch there.
the reasons he agreed:
1. i cant meet him this weekend.huhu. he's going to bali n im off to bale kambang. pantai jugak!!so, 3 days tak jumpa. hmm~~
2. im the one yang traktir-ing him
3. we just had our lab diagnosis exam. mine was ok laa, i cheated a bit, normal la tu.
so, talking about the ketam/kepiting/crab, it wasn't really that huge as described by him before: (biggest crab i've ever ate), but still bigger than malaysia's one.
why i can't stop thinking about the ketam:
1. it spoiled my currently on-off-on again diet program
2. i was enjoying the ketam, then naanthe sms me that the meeting at 4 was compulsory, and it was already 3.50pm
3. gunna looked at me as if he never saw anyone ate ketam before. i know how horrible i look when i eat, as if i cared. ngahaha~~
4. he said i'm a good ketam-eater. i took that as a compliment at first, but then, keluarlah ayat favourite dia tu. 'no wonder la....tut'
5. the price was ok laa, 100k/ rm30 for 2people plus air.
6. dah lama aku tak makan sampai PENAT. seriously.
ok laa, at least the effort used to makan ketam can burn off some of what i ate macam setan tu. haha. as if.
p/s: sorry, photo is not included. taknak la korang terliur, meleleh-leleh sampai kena laptop. nanti korang blame aku pulak kan??
jangan ternganga
May 12, 2009 ( 5:12 AM )
Semalam aku main futsal. Aku jadi defender Jangan terkejut. At least aku tak la main sampai kasut terpelanting sekali. Jatuh macho sorang budak tu.
Kitorang main liga, so team aku main 4 game. Markah nya; haha:
1. 0-1
2. 0-0
3. 0-0
4. 0-1
Ok lah tu, sebab kitorang tak pernah practice, eh no, kitorang tak pernah pun main futsal, tiba2 kena lawan dengan ‘team yang wakil pkpmi-malang and menang 2 tahun berturut-turut’. Nasib baik yang tu kalah satu je. Terer gak kitorang ni sebenarnya.
Sekarang badan aku tengah sakit gila. Pegal-pegal. Urat kaki naik habis. Shit, kaki aku dah tak cantik.huhu
Have you ever felt like this before?
( 5:04 AM )
Everyone was facing the same problem, at the same time; and then when you had settled yours but your friend haven’t, you really wanted to help your friend, but, don’t know why; you didn’t. and after you went away, you felt guilty and felt that if you were able to turn back time, you would help her.
Tak faham?? This was what happened just now:
We all ada 9 module tasks for parasitology yang perlu dibuat and dicollect every day. It contributes 30% of your marks, so who the hell won’t do it kan??
So, just now, the marks are out. Everyone was kaget because almost everyone’s markah tak lengkap. Kenapa tak lengkap? Katanya sebab the papers were misplaced or sebab korang yang tak buat and tak hantar (duuhh??).
Mine hilang satu. Aku tak la mengamuk sangat, sebab kawan aku lagi teruk. Dia hilang 7 set terus. After finishing my 7th and still-failed attempt of acid-fast staining (mbak tu cakap: lho, bakterinya mana? –sedih tak?-) aku pun start searching for my lost papers dalam stacks of papers yang memenuhi 6 meja dalam lab tu. Siapalah tak panas kan? Dah sejam mencari, aku pun jumpa kertas aku, dan dengan perasaan bahagia plus penat, aku kasi kertas tu kat lecturer tu.
Alhamdulillah la. And then, aku baru je nak balik, aku jumpa teman-teman aku duduk
kat luar lab. Rupa-rupanya diorang tengah tolong kawan aku yang hilang 7 set tu, buat all-over again. Talk about love. Aku tak tau la apa masalah aku, selfish sangat kot, aku pun balik camtu je. Maybe sebab aku stress dengan kertas yang hilang plus all those failed attempts.
So sekarang, aku rasa macam bersalah sangat sebab tak tolong kawan aku tu. Hati aku jadi tak tenang. Aku fikir jugak. Kalau aku tak tolong orang, siapa nak tolong aku nanti? Lagipun, kawan aku ni, rapat jugaklah dengan aku. Di mana ada gossip, di situlah ada dia. Di mana ada scandal, dia pun ada. Pokoknya everything yang berlaku di keliling dia, sure dia tau. Tabik spring, beb!
Nway, aku sebenarnya tak tau apa aku buat ni betul ke tak timing nya, tapi here goes:
SORRY FARAHIN SEBAB AKU TAK TOLONG KAU TADI.
p/s: aku tolong gak cari kertas2 kau, tapi kebetulan set yang aku cari tu, takde kau punya
aneh
May 9, 2009 ( 3:13 AM )
i hate blue.
i hate green.
my blog is bluish-green.
how awkward.
and im loving it.
so not nica~
mama mummy momoe??
( 2:09 AM )
here i am, again, staring at my laptop and munching my 100% fibre chocolate chips cookies (part of my diet, okay?), dunno what to do. as if that's new.
then i remembered, tomorrow is Mother's Day isn't it?? if im not mistaken larr...
ive been cracking my mind of how, or what, is the best, em, how to say ah, gift, for a mother. well, u see, a mother's love is damn priceless. not even lamborghini is equal to the love of a mother to her child. pokoknya, nothing in the world can ever repay what they had done or sacrificed for us.
talking about mother's day, i wonder; why must there be a specific day for us to appreciate our loved ones?? mother's day, father's day, valentines, teacher's day, labor day ( eh, considered tak? tak pelah :D)
why cant everyday be mothers day or all those 'loved ones' days? does that means that we only appreciate these ppl only on specific days? mothers on 10may, teachers on 16 may, fathers aku taktau bila. hee~~
i know that the answer is NO NO NO kan?
then why is there 'loved ones' days??
oh ya, just wondering, mother's day can celebrate kan?? its not like valentines or halloween kan??
p/s: kat indonesia labor day (1 may) is not libur day. sob sob
pp/s: sampai bila2 aishah takkan sebut tentang rekod sejarah aku strike bowling pakai tangan kanan aku. ego lah katakan...
tabahkan iman kau!!
May 8, 2009 ( 8:39 AM )
1. di kala senja menjelma, orang selamat bergolek-golek kat atas katil, kau kena gi jogging.
2. pabila semua orang mengenjoy french fries or big mac or filet o fish, kau minum kopi without sugar. eh salah. 1 peket sugar takpe. dihalalkan. pahit nak mamposs..
3. jangan terima hasutan menggoda oleh makhluk2 yang mengajak kau makan ice-cream
p/s: cobaannnnn....wua3!!
nica is back in action!!
May 6, 2009 ( 2:49 AM )
after months of torture (as a single-handed girl, literally), i am, proud to say;
BACK IN ACTION
p/s: sila jangan terkejut
mbak ojek*
*ojek= taxi dalam bentuk motor. x reti nak explain. pandai2 imagine la...
i lalalalalala lave u
May 3, 2009 ( 6:58 PM )
mimot!!!
tx for making my blog lively.
it stopped breathing for a while.
wee~~
love you sho muchie!!!
when kerawang gets gross, the going gets tough!!
( 4:19 AM )
i dont actually know wether this is something i should be proud of, or not:
I SPEND 4 TORTURED-UNDER-THE-SCORCHING-HOT-SUN HOURS KEBAYA HUNTING, AND I ONLY GOT 2 COMPLETE SETS!!
so, the fact that i am VERY choosy remains, still, a fact. sigh. why laa??
pity farahin, she had to bear with my cerewetness;
ni banyak sangat kerawang
ni colour tak lawa
ni manik dia over sangat
ni plain sangat
ni kalau berpeluh nampak giler
ni kalau kau pegi wedding pakai baju ni, sure orang ingat kau yang pengantin
mahalnya!!
all in all, i still cant find mimie's kebaya. sorry mot. all so buruk and over and kampungish and orangtuaish. what to do??
p/s: mot, can u choose another color?? seriously i cant find any cyan/ turqoise yang lawa la...
tolong jangan jijik
( 4:13 AM )
dengan my new blog.
thanks to mr genius inche akmal, my blog is RUINED!!!
nasib baik entries all tak terdelete habis.
now i have to start all over again..
shitta!!!!
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my wishlist
[ ] try bungee jumping
[X] ride a parachute
[ ] watch equastrian
[ ] own a yacht
[X] weigh less than 55kg
[ ] own a horse
[X] pass my driving test
[X] score 3.5 above
[ ] buy myself a car and a house with my own money
[X] win a futsal game
[ ] 6-pax!
[ ] beat amer in swimming
[ ] grow taller
[ ] sail on a cruise
[ ] own a real tiger cub
[ ] go to disneyland and universal studios, florida
[X] tour around europe
[ ] watch a theater
[ ] eat char koteow everyday without getting fat(ter)
[ ] adopt an orphan