i am me

tension is passion

hati rasa tak tenang.
entah la kenapa.

too many things happening at the same time.
here i am,
waiting for subuh,
phalanges dancing on the laptop,
i feel pangs of emotions.
mixtures of them.
guilt, sad, angry, scared.

about earthquakes that's about to hit Jawa Timur at an 8.8 RS anytime soon.
about Indonesians ganyang-ing Malaysia(ns).
about mid semester exam this monday.
about my irritating runny nose.
about how 'intriguing' that i can eat non stop.

the only think i want to do right now is cry and run away into the woods, alone.
yes, i find comfort in nature.
yes, i do enjoy crying. its a hobby.
and no, i cannot run fast. i had an injured left knee. (alasan!)

p/s: tension type headache is the only headache that is not vasculogenic. it is due to muscle spasm. answer is E.

pp/s: the next post will be dated around 2010. or after that.

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