tension is passsion

rest in peace

2009-11-11T03:23:00.000-08:00

i mean my blog.

i'm thinking of making a new one, actually.

till then, au revoir.

alfatihah

2009-10-29T04:30:00.000-07:00

al-fatihah buat arwah senior 2006 saya, kak laila mastura, yang meninggalkan kita semua pagi tadi. semoga rohnya ditempatkan di kalangan orang beriman. amin.

hidup mati tu ditangan Tuhan, kita, hamba yang lemah ni cuma mampu untuk berdoa supaya dimatikan dalam keadaan beriman, sebagai seorang Muslim yang soleh @ solehah.

there was once...

2009-10-21T23:30:00.000-07:00

a dermatologist and a chef husband.
one fine morning, the husband brought her wife to a very fine place in the city.
hand in hand, the walked and walked till suddenly the husband stopped.

sayang, happy birthday! this is for you:

as those words came out, then only the wife realised that they were in front of a very classic restaurant;

MY WIFE'S FAVOURITE.

the husband opened a restaurant as a surprise birthday gift for his wife.

sweet? yup. but sadly, its only till that part because after that the wife realized that she was only dreaming and she was already running late for gastro class.

ntah ler

2009-10-19T12:32:00.000-07:00

yup2. salahkan aku la semua. semua benda salah aku. semua benda aku buat salah. salah2 semua sebab aku. kau je yang betul. eh, macam tu kan?!!

tension type headache

2009-10-08T13:45:00.000-07:00

hati rasa tak tenang.
entah la kenapa.

too many things happening at the same time.
here i am,
waiting for subuh,
phalanges dancing on the laptop,
i feel pangs of emotions.
mixtures of them.
guilt, sad, angry, scared.

about earthquakes that's about to hit Jawa Timur at an 8.8 RS anytime soon.
about Indonesians ganyang-ing Malaysia(ns).
about mid semester exam this monday.
about my irritating runny nose.
about how 'intriguing' that i can eat non stop.

the only think i want to do right now is cry and run away into the woods, alone.
yes, i find comfort in nature.
yes, i do enjoy crying. its a hobby.
and no, i cannot run fast. i had an injured left knee. (alasan!)

p/s: tension type headache is the only headache that is not vasculogenic. it is due to muscle spasm. answer is E.

pp/s: the next post will be dated around 2010. or after that.

class

2009-09-27T09:16:00.000-07:00

esok back to the lame ol' booohring routine.

back

2009-09-26T04:15:00.000-07:00

the only time i blog is when im bored.
i am bored only when im stuck in this little island.
and now im already stuck here ( and for moooonths till the next hol),
so that is why i am blogging right now.

get it?

okay, the last raya didn't went the way it used to be. i vaguely remembered what happened, thanks to the excessive input of dunno-whats.

2 3 days before raya

we were in our second house in puchong, did some last minute shoppings for raya. i did grab some things to bring back to Malang. simple things laa; rempah nasi goreng, cleanser and stuffs. oh yeah, and the round orange fuzzy carpet.

raya eve

we went johor. stopped by at aishah's at kluang to give her nenek's ikan sepat kecil masin bentuk macam sate, belikan rm50 and then went another 3 hours of jalan seperti ular kena palu to mersing. i do not know why, tiba-tiba aku teringin nak tengok pantai, so before we arrived at the kampung, we stopped by at the pantai. kotor giler!!!

malam itu, waa, i never did that much of house chores in my life. i even got blisters on my hands, as a proof. potong and blend cili kering, bawang, halia, kentang 1 bucket each! it wasnt even midnight, but my body aches like hell. nak mandi pun dah tak larat sangat.

raya

sembahyang raya. makan. dah. malam tak boleh tidur, thanks to umi and my cousin, kak idah who were sharing their encounters with han** until 2 am!

2nd raya

went to kubur. then, from mersing, we headed to bandar uda. then to johor baru. then to i'm-not-sure-where.

3rd raya

back to puchong.

4th and 5th raya

im not sure what happened.

6th raya

tomorrow im going back to indonesia. so time ni la nak buat everything in the world. what i did,huh?
1. jalan2 klcc jap

2. ate secret recipe. so pissed off with klcc's secret recipe. lousy service, makanan best semua dah habis, and i ended up eating shepherd's pie. a cold one. with iscicles.

3. watch g-force. very dissapointing, don't watch.

4. bought an earphone for my iPod. pusing the whole IOI mall, but in vain. so i ended up buying a cheap, fake one.

5. ate char koey teow. :D

6. pissed off sebab nur kasih was not on tv, ganti dengan pirates of the carribean. nasib baik cerita best la jugak.

7th raya

im back in indonesia. period.

p/s: siapa baca this super boring post ni please angkat tangan. cause i cant make sense of what im typing while listening to hindustan songs. :P

super malas post

2009-09-22T08:00:00.000-07:00

ok i dont know where to start.

1. selamat hari raya to all muslims out there.

2. dah. malas nak tulis panjang-panjang.

p/s: mood rajin memblog only comes when i'm stuck there.

once upon a time on raya

2009-09-06T23:12:00.000-07:00

no more cries during raya cause this year i'm celebrating it at home!!

but, lepas tu pulak, EXAM!

looks like i'll be studying while eating ketupat, nasi himpit and loads and loads of kuih raya!

sedihnya.

of allergy

2009-09-06T10:28:00.000-07:00

friend: nisha kau ada allergic apa-apa tak?
nisha: none, but aku tak makan kacang.
friend: so you're allergic to kacang?
nisha: no no. i don't EAT kacang.
friend: why?
nisha: because kacang always stuck between my teeth and it really annoys me to have something stuck in my mouth. and its awfully hard to keluarkan.
friend: then i assume you hate food that stucks?
nisha: guess so. i stopped eating jagung since i was 15 kot.

p/s: kacang causes jerawat too. people say lah.

curious?

2009-09-05T02:59:00.000-07:00

Yes, I do futsal.

and i have been begging my dad to turn the land behind our house into an indoor futsal court, with spotlights and lcd tv. haha.

ok, i know that won't happen.

p/s: the most hideous baju melayu worn by the most annoying brother ever.

cars

2009-09-05T02:42:00.000-07:00

OMG, I HATE this car AND this color. Macam katak.

p/s: my dad keeps telling me to stop my imaginations of how cars resembles people, or other things.

eg:

1. toyota yaris looks like a hamster.

2. myvi's signal light at the front part looks like someone who has taik mata.

3. bmw's front part looks like a snobbish bussinessman with very large nostrils.

4. volvo dunno-what-series looks like someone who is sad if you look at the back of the car.

5. my friend once told me that juara looks like a babi terkejut. i have no idea how that is.

the physiology of an indonesian angkot

2009-09-05T02:31:00.000-07:00

This is an angkutan kota, or an angkot. It is an Indonesian version of Rapid KL / rapid penang / bus mini/ HBR bus (Kedah je kot ada bas ni, sebab tak pernah Nampak kat tempat lain pun).

It is a formerly-a-van-but-had-been-modified-into-a-dunno-what car which can fit 20 people in it excluding the driver. It is ‘equipped’ with pain-in-the-ass-stools sofas and natural air-conditioners.

Similarly to rapid kl, it uses the “pay this certain amount and you can go anywhere you want” system. But unlike rapid kl which not everyone can sit down, an angkot lets you sit down, relax and enjoy the ride.

See, I know there’s something positive about angkot!

2009-09-05T02:14:00.000-07:00

It’s not every day that your neighbor comes knocking at your door in the middle of the night, bringing hot milo and ‘biskut marie favorite nisha’ as your study buddy.

Thanks alia!

of hunger pangs and bullies

2009-08-28T02:08:00.000-07:00

happy ramadhan to all Muslims out there! hope this holy month would be a shower of blessings from Allah and may it bring you happiness and prosperity. amin.

ok, where to start. its been quite some time since i blogged. so, ignore the lousy english. i should have used malay instead.anyways, its MASEK! time to bully your juniors to the max. i know maybe some of you readers are my juniors, since the task was to find my wish list. haha. good luck!

my studies is going nowhere either. i cant think when im in a hypoglycaemic state. (ceh, alasan!). plus, the exams are soooo lambat lagi, its after hari raya!

its a bit irony you know, the fact that the only reason i love this place is because of the cool weather. but, its the fasting month! double the hunger! Ya Allah, kuatkanlah iman hamba-Mu ini!

im going back in 2 weeks time! yay!

quoted from a friend

2009-08-23T23:11:00.000-07:00

malaysian = people who looks like a malay/ chinese/ indian but acts like a mat salleh. the way they speak, eat, drink, dress, have fun, etc.

KAK nisha?

2009-08-23T22:54:00.000-07:00

IM with a friend of mine:

F: nisha, kau handle meeting dengan junior kejap lagi? ganti S. she's sick.
N: why me? why not A or Z or anyone else?
F: cause you're the biro acara.
N: the juniors, they're gigantic! ( in case you don't know me, i'm well, lets just say i do not pass the stewardess / model qualifications, in many aspects )
F: nevermind, others can help you!
N: im barely 19, they're 21 plus! and, and, i can't pull an a**-like face! people laugh when i try to be serious.
F: nevermind, they're just juniors. they cant harm you!

p/s: only people who are >4 years younger than me are allowed to call me kak nisha. it makes me feel so old!!

its all mine

2009-08-16T19:00:00.000-07:00

yes! since my brother went back to school, the computer is all mine. no more quarreling about who's turn is it, no more signing in and out of yahoo messenger and no more people nosing around my facebook.

haa, lega!

now i'm at the clinic, googling all the things thats popping in my head, thanks to maxis broadband.

p/s: big sis coming back on 31st. tak sempat jumpa. haha. yun, good luck sleeping on a mattress for months. hah!

kisah si daun kesum

2009-08-16T00:47:00.000-07:00

"adik, tolong umi beli bawang putih, kunyit and daun kesum."

"ok." ( without knowing what daun kesum is)

umi's instructions:
1. cari kedai pakcik tua pakai songkok
2. kunyit 50 sen
3. daun kesum tu yang macam ...........( i missed the most important part)

at the pasar basah yang sangat menggelikan bila kaki seluar kena lantai, i searched for pakcik tua pakai songkok at the vege section.

oh my.

semua yang jual sayur tu pakcik tua pakai songkok lah!

okay, em, pick the one with the least customer, at least you'll face little embarrasement. so i went there. dengan tak tahu malunya, i braved myself to ask the kakak buying dunno-what.

"kak, nak tanya sat, daun kesum tu yang mana?'

long pause. looking at me in disbelief, i guess. then she pointed the daun.

"ah, terima kasih. sorry lah, saya tak tau. mak suruh p beli barang saya taktau."

"besala, budak sekarang, tau makan ja."

ouch.

why i love my dad

2009-08-14T08:34:00.000-07:00

days ago i was so tensed in spite of my 'reckless' driving which results in 'kamu fail ujian jalanraya ni, minggu depan test lagi sekali'.

i did pass the parking and bukit test, though.

this is where my dad the superhero comes into action.
he said, "hey, why worry. nanti kan boleh buat lagi. jom pergi celebrate."

celebrate that i had passed the other tests. so he brought me to the nearest air kelapa stall and bought me one- kurang manis, isi banyak, ais sikit.

then i spotted dadih. and then, popia goreng with sambal. in my school days, i used to ran to the canteen to grab the biggest popia and with the most sambal.

so, being the best daddy in the whole wide world, he said:

"nah, air kelapa, popia and dadih sebab lulus test parking, bukit and 3-point turn."

i love my daddy.

i like doing this

2009-08-13T09:25:00.000-07:00

_all

ball
call
dall- kuah dal?
fall
gall
hall
mall
pall- pall mall
tall
wall

_awang

awang
bawang
cawang
dawang (mcm pernah dengar, taktau apa)
gawang (gewe kot, haha)
jawang ( jawa dlm bahasa terengganu?)
kawang ( terengganu lagi)
lawang
pawang
rawang (hah!)
sawang
tawang ( tak tau la!)

p/s: i know its stupid, but at least it keeps my brain cells generating, no?

kedah-english dictionary

2009-08-13T08:26:00.000-07:00

1. cengeiy
-adjective
fierce; eg: awat makcik juai sayoq tu cengeiy sangat tak tau.

2. belemoih
-adjective
very untidy; eg: budak-budak la ni semua belemoih habih!

3. ghiyau
-verb
crying your heart out; eg: budak tu ghiyau selak kena cakaq kucin'.

4. meghelenya
-verb
restless; eg: budak mengelenya ni susah nak jaga.

5. mangkuk s'ia
-noun
a container consists of 3 or more cases, usually made of stainless steel.

6. tad sat
-ntah la
just now, eg: ada accident kat jalan ni tad sat ni.

7. tebeghetoh
-verb
accidentally hit something; eg: kaki lebam ni, tebeghetoh tembok.

silence please

2009-08-08T04:17:00.000-07:00

everyone is busy with their own stuffs. me, busy trying to figure out why my love life sucks. haha. that sentence has been in my head for ages it makes me want to vomit. *poyoness*

since my newest ( hopefully paling lama) maid came, i realized that my workload is less ( i was the maid for approximately 2 weeks, thank you very much. i did everything, including cooking).

and then,
here i am.
nothing to do.
no chores.
no problems.
no drama.
and it bores me to death.

i rather be in class. seriously.

anecdote

2009-08-02T09:16:00.000-07:00

it was all set. my dad had promised me the phone i wanted. not to say that my nokia 5800 was lousy, but i kinda like phones WITH keypads more. this was my so-called 'journey' to the heaven ( having my hands on THAT phone ).

location: IOI Mall, Puchong, Selangor.
time: 10-1 p.m.

me: hye, hello. u ada juai ( jual) fon sony ericsson yang c903 tu tak?
salesman 1: yang mana oh? *confused*
me: yang 5 megapixel tu woh. yang slide tu. belakang dia macam kamera tu.
salesman 1: u tengok fon tu kat mana ah? sony ericsson yang c series mana ada 93. yang ada cuma 901, 902, 905.
me: tngok internet la.
salesman 1: *talking chinese to his friend* apalah u ni, kat internet, handphone belum launch pun dh tunjuk woh. i tak pernah dengaq (dengar) fon ni pun. tak sampai malaysia lagi woh.
me: dah sampai la. *takde perasaan*

salesgirl 1: hye, mau ( mahu) cari handphone apa?
me: s.e. c903 ada tak?
salesgirl 1: ada2. sat i ambik ( ambil) mai (datang) bagi u.
( gave me a dummy set with the color i wanted- white)
me: yang betoi ( betul) punya ada dak? nak tengok function dia sat ( sebentar)
salesgirl 1: oh, yang putih punya takdala, ada hitam and merah ja. yang putih belum sampai malaysia lagi.
me: takpala. tngok yang merah.
salesgirl 1: yang merah punya tak lawa woh, yang hitam cantik
me: ok. yang hitam.
salesgirl 1: tapi kena order mai dulu la. ( means that u BUY that fon without even looking at it)
me: oh, takpala. i pi tengok kedai lain
salesgirl 1: u takmau tengok fon lain ka? ni fon pun putih jugak, slide jugak...
me: takpa. thank you.
salesgirl 1: or u mau fon 8 megapixel ni, gmbaq dia cantik ni.
me: i takmau fon canggih sangat
salesgirl 1: nokia 5800 ni lagi best dari fon u mau tu. touch screen. takda keypad. bla3
me: i dok ( sedang ) pakai fon tu la sekarang. i tak suka.

after searching for hours, and countless handphone booths....

me: sony ericsson c903 yang putih ada tak?
salesman 2: ada ada. u mau AP ( tiruan ) or original?
dad: harga berapa?
salesman 2: 1250 kalau AP, original 1400+ la.
dad: okay, kalau trade in fon ni dapat berapa? ( showing my dear beloved companion pink phone)
salesman 2: rm100 ja ni bang.
me: NOOOOOO!!!!!!!!! *dalam hati je la*
dad: awat murah sangat? good condition la this one.
salesman 2: ni dah calar-calar habis semua dah ni.
( hey, don't you dare say that about my sayang! at least the functions are still great!! )
dad: ok la. i trade in yang ni, beli yang tu.
salesman 2: ok, say goodbye to your phone!
( noooo, she was my best friend for almost 3 years!! she was the one there on my ups and downs! )

nevermind, distance makes the heart grow fonder, right?

p/s: sony ericsson is the best phone in the world. period.

probability

2009-07-28T23:40:00.000-07:00

guys, i need your help.

what is the probability for me to lepak kat kl, without
a) stranded at the airport
b) the trip doesn't turn out to be how i want it
c) i'll catch H1N1

list of things to do at kl
a) lepak with bitches - mimie, boo, nel, lofa, nasreen(??), didie (??) and alia (????)
b) lepak with rempah girls- miza, shaf, sya, yas and wafaa
c) shop for clothes
d) shop for bags

and, what makes this more confusing is,

a) i have a one-way ticket to kl tomorrow ( 30/7) , but my dad wont let me go because i have no business there
b) on 4th of aug i will be going to kl again, by car.\, and yes, this one is because i have some things to do. balik pun by car. but, as usual, it all depends on my dad's kebijakan (policy) on when nak balik sini balik.
c) my mum needs me in alor star. laundry, cleaning, tutor stuffs.

so how?

things i find funny in a place called home

2009-07-28T08:10:00.000-07:00

1. bedless bedroom 1:
used to be where i sleep, but now turns into a futsal court, 'thanks' to my mischievous brothers, using my sister's rugby ball which was kept in a special glass ( sorry, yun, i dont have anything to do with this).

2. bedless bedroom 2:
our previously-guest-room-now-is-the-wardrobe-plus-store-where-you-campak-all-stuffs-there room

3. the impossible-to-tangle wires

4. imagine this: big head, small body.

5. not in my house, of course. mini stairs for the kids to take a glimpse of the ice-creams! cute, inovative though.

ingatlah orang yang tersayang

2009-07-28T07:52:00.000-07:00

quite some days ago my mum witnessed an accident in the wee hours of the morning.

a school boy on his way to school on his motorbike, speeding. macam mana la taktau, he hit a naza ria / kia carnival.

his bike 'flew' elsewhere, him, sprawled there, lifeless kot, blood in a puddle and soaking his school uniform.

that night, a cousin of mine came, n told that she was from a funeral. a friend of hers, a form 5 student, died in an accident. then that we realized that friend of hers is the same person as the one my mum saw earlier that morning.

innalillah.

details of COD ( cause of death) is not exactly known, but my bets are on head injury. here's why.

he did not fasten his buckle.

so, guys, if you want to live longer and don't have the heart to see your loved ones suffering and mourning over your death, buckle up!

p/s: al-fatihah to the boy and Yasmin Ahmad.

hairan

2009-07-27T08:03:00.000-07:00

kenapa followers aku ada 17 orang je? 17 tu pun majority adalah orang yang aku kenal, as in kawan-kawan yang merupakan bloggers juga.

reasons dat i can think of:

1. i bore people
2. people are bored with my blog
3. my blog is boring
4. blogging is boring
5. i blog when im bored

okay, yes, i am bored. these past days, i dont know whats wrong with me. ayah aku sendiri tak percaya when i voluntereed to iron ALL ( everyone's for 1 week) the clothes even at dat time my daily maid was here. umi pulak cakap, ive changed. dah jadi rajin ( nampak sangat dulu pemalas).

is it logical, or makes sense that NISHA prefers cleaning the house, doing laundry and even cooking than eating, sleeping and making a mess of herself.

my day went like this today:

morning: bangun at 8 plus, kemas all bilik, buka all the tingkap n langsir, made breakfast ( air je la, nasi lemak beli je), kemas, did laundry

midday: monitor my two mind-torturing brothers: one will be taking his trial UPSR tomorrow, the other one is having his exam next week and i was 'assigned' to teach sejarah ( as if la aku ni star sejarah la kan?), pindah the jemuran sebab hujan, masak nasi which my dad bising sebab nasi keras sangat tapi my brothers yang suruh buat nasi keras-keras pastu taknak mengaku and then i was blamed.

evening: surf the internet; facebook, blog, ym, facebook lagi. chat here n there. main futsal with the guys ( bros and dad- umi pun join jugak! hehe) sampai berpeluh-peluh which i need for quite a while, masak nasi goreng with my dad dengan sangat kelam-kabut, makan, kemas dapur yang endlessly dirty, tutup all the tingkap n langsir

night: mandi with cold water dengan sangat lama, facebook jap, lipat and iron a-week's-stock of baju ( terketar-ketar lutut kot!) in a 16 degree celcius room with radio at full blast ( clubbing sambil iron baju, imagine that) and now here i am, typing dunno-wut in my parents room with my brothers bergomoi 'bahasa kedah which means bergaduh dengan niat bermanja'. japgi tengok nightline and tidur.

congratulations

2009-07-22T07:04:00.001-07:00

to my big (physically, not age-wise) brother as he is awarded MURID CEMERLANG 2009 in his school. that was why i was forced to wear an 18-year-old kebaya and 5kgs of makeup. no wonder all the teachers ( they were the ones who taught me before) didnt recognize me. bila dah dekat, they started saying things like this: amboi, segaknya dia. tengok dari jauh tak kenal la sapa tadi. nampak macam your mum la. im not really sure if that is a compliment ( i look like my mum ) or an insult ( i look like a 46-year-old woman). whatever~

flash news: i was the only one in my siblings who did not get that award. 'great', i know.

5 reasons why cucur cempedak tastes soo good

2009-07-22T06:52:00.000-07:00

1. because i was the one who made it.
2. because tokwan helped to bancuh the tepung.
3. because cempedak itself is sooo sedap.
4. because tokwan taught me the tricks and do's and dont's of how to fry cucur cempedak.
5. because i had been mengidam to have cucur cempedak since the 1st time i stepped foot on malaysia.

new look

2009-07-20T09:50:00.000-07:00

welcome to my new and improved blog. i just love the simplicity although it took me hours to create this. sadly you guys cant leave any comments plus i am tagboard-less.

enjoy.

p/s: imagine me in my mum's 18-year-old kebaya plus gladiator wedges. yup, that'll be me in 2 days time for my 'little' brother's hari anugerah cemerlang. wish me luck.

malaysia boleh!

2009-07-19T11:00:00.000-07:00

everything all can!

congrats to malaysian footballers, walaupun i am not a fan of u guys. no scratch that. i dont watch football, but having to play a nice game with the 'best team in the world' (according to shafeeqa) is something to be proud of.

p/s: the only effort i did to lessen my hunger is to say: saya lapar.

standard 2 essay

2009-07-19T10:34:00.000-07:00

during my 1st half of my 1st week of my holidays, i had:

1. killed 2 cockroaches
2. sprained my just-recovered broken arm
3. spend almost rm2ooo in our mother-daughter shopping spree
4. cleaned the toiletS ( re: sental sinki and toilet floor pakai toothbrush) and mopped the house twice
5. watched HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF BLOOD PRINCE
6. ate char koewteow and countless cucuks of sate kajang in a day. easiest way to get cancer. congrats nisha.
7. picit jerawat 2 orang ( as a celebration for my arrival)
8. been so kecewa to learn that my driving lessons will be starting in august. macam sengaja ja nak tunggu something bad to happen so that i cant have a license.
9. ...people saying that i lost weight!
10. been talking so much that my mum had to shush me all the time! dont blame me. i was born to talk.

to do:
1. eat durian and cempedak fresh from tokwan's kebun
2. watch harry potter again, and transformers. belum tengok lagi. how pathetic.
3. start my driving class, again
4. lepak of course!
5. cooking class??
6. lose weight

dah. thats it for now, its already 2 a.m. and i dont wanna miss my 12-hours of 'beauty' sleep.
goodbye and good riddance!

p/s: lapar la pulak. how la?

parasite

2009-07-08T07:23:00.000-07:00

its very hard for me to like indonesian and malaysian songs unless the song is very nice or the lyrics are very meaningful or the music is catchy. not that im not proud of my own language, tapi nak cari lagu yang betul-betul disukai tu, well, it takes time.

while i was playing my indo songs CD which i bought just now, frustrated cause i cant find a CD that i want, i came across Gita Gutawa's song: Parasit. very cute and catchy song. and the lyrics are, lets just say malaysian song wont have these kinds of words: hipotermia, gurun sahara, antartika, bom atom and medan magnet. and btw, what is benalu?? and gerah? help.

15th come fast!

2009-07-08T04:43:00.000-07:00

168 hours from now,

IM HOME!!!!!!

to all my fellow friends in Malang.
IM GOING BACK!!!
oh yeah!

just let me enjoy this 1 month holiday without any troubles anymore ( a broken arm, ambil lesen kereta which is taking me like forever, the ups of the weight scale )

list of things i wanna do at home:
1. lesen kereta
2. drive and ronggeng with me steering the car
3. swimming! i really need to lose some kilos
4. finish my novels
5. meet my bitches and rempahs
6. qada' all the food that i missed. does this make list no#3 possible?

in case you dont know, im going back on the 15th, which is a week more. well, on the 11th till 14th is PENMAS ( refer previous blog), in which (sigh!) i cant online or update myself with the everyday's gossips.

so, guys, i wont be updating this blog till a week more where i'll be at my lovely home, sipping hot chocolate at night.

I think im overdosed with perencah nasi goreng. well, why shouldnt i, lunch is nasi goreng. dinner is nasi goreng. and this is like almost a week. haiyoyo!!

when your bank account hits zero

2009-07-07T06:34:00.000-07:00

well, that is an exaggeration.
i have my reasons why my ka-chings went poof poof!

1. umi's stuffs = 1.5 juta
2. gifts for everyone = 3o0k
3. sewa bilik = 1.0 juta
4. surabaya shopping spree = 300k
5. rawat inap in a hospital for nothing = 1.2juta
6. birthday parties for july babies = 100k? i lost count
7. immigration = 500k

the western union mbak and the pak guard had already known me. they should, seeing me going in and out of the bank almost 2times a week taking out cash which can only last for not more than 1 week.

p/s: update for my wishlist. winning USD1million in a lucky draw so that i can live without having to think about $$$!!!

pengabdian masyarakat

2009-07-07T06:19:00.000-07:00

this event,
has made my nights less exciting.
my dreams less colorful.
my holiday less panjang.
what is this pengabdian masyarakat actually.
PENMAS, singkatannya.

okay, 4 days and 3 nights in a dunno-where kampung,
telling orang kampung about the dangers of smoking,
how to brush your teeth etc.

niat baik, meningkatkan tahap kesehatan masyarakat setempat.
fine.
but why so long?
4 days!

imagine the house.
they say my house would be very mengkasihankan,
re: rumah berlantaikan tanah,
i really dont want to know how's the toilet!
OMG!

penmas is like 4 days more,
preparation barang = 0
mental preparation = -10

sedih, okay?

2009-07-04T08:58:00.000-07:00

just now we celebrated ( not a celebration as in a positive, happy happy one, actually) majlis perpisahan angkatan 2003.

to my super duper seniors:
1. dr zamney
2. dr neysah
3. dr maisara
4. dr hidayah
5. dr sara
6. dr kana
7. dr jansee

on behalf of my batchmates, we wanna thank you all so much for everything you've done to, and for us, and that includes bullying and marah sana sini. life would be boring without you guys menyakat and membuli orang.

walaupun saya tak la rapat dengan kalian semua, tapi, well, being soft-hearted ( ye ke?? ), i almost shed some tears just now. almost je la, sebab kaki dah lenguh berdiri lama gila, dah la petang tadi gi shopping sakan.

i'll always envy all of you, your success, your friendship, your spirit. wuahh. dah bergelar dokter dah semuanya. huhu

CONGRATULATIONS!

shaver, anyone?

2009-07-02T01:13:00.000-07:00

while i was happily browsing the internet, i came across this movie:

PISAU CUKUR

which is synonymous with gold-digger. this film is about two girls, trying their best to catch the biggest fishes during their holiday on a cruise. ( my honeymoon fantasy has always been on a cruise, oops! )

this movie sounds catchy, besides the fact that i love maya karin and all bernard chauly's production: gol dan gincu, and the latest; blogger boy, still airing on 8tv every thursday at 9.30 pm. sekarang dah episode 5, better catch up at youtube, guys!

tapi yang sedihnya, this film will be in theaters on november 2009, which is like 5 months lagi and the fact that i am here on this island, and not in the peninsular, tanah airku tercinta.

how miserable.

sehubungan entry sebelumnya,

2009-07-01T08:00:00.000-07:00

telah dimasukkan foto-foto berkaitan:

my best friend : my barbie notebook, with all my to-do list, including this one:

i think u can read clearly kan. i know how horrible my phone's camera is. haha

p/s: the birthday party was great, thanks to all. btw, HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY, GUNNA!!

drama is my middle name

2009-06-30T08:37:00.000-07:00

fact no #1: i cant live without drama.

not that i like being in the middle of a conflict or arguement ( or do i like being in one? ). its just that my life seems to be destined to be a not-very-plain life. dramas, chaos, conflicts, its just an almost daily ritual of my life. sometimes when my day turns out to be so boring, i wished that something will happen, regardless of it being a good one, or a bad one. hehe. i had onced faced ( macam faced dengan dragon je....tak pelah ) stacks of problems in less than a week ( re: series of unfortunate events, i think tim burton ciplaks from me ), but not even once it crossed my mind that i wish for a normal, happy ending life. hah. how miserable.

fact no #2: i cant live without doing at least some project in a day

thats why i became KBI's topup shop.
thats why i held parties for everyone's birthday.
thats why they pointed me as biro acara MASEK. haha. yelah tu. everybody knows exactly why i was 'the chosen one'. sebab diorang ni taknak ada lagi sorang tu yang pegang jawatan. betul kan?

fact no #3: i write my to-do list everyday

to those yang masih ragu-ragu nak belikan apa untuk birthday aku, a notebook is fine. ( ayat berlapik tak? tapi taknak laa buku 555 tu, nak la buku yang comel2 sikit. haha)

fact no #4: i still cant explain why people keep coming to me when it comes to past year papers

1st situation
lokasi: depan sentrum ( aka koop or koperasi), nisha sedang bahagia menikmati aiskrim paddle pop rainbow sambil menunggu aishah habis solat.

kawan 1: eh, nisha. just the person im looking for!
nisha: nape? nak topup ke? (refer to fact no #2)
kawan 1: no3! nak past year for biology of microbes.
nisha: yang mana? aku tak sure mine complete or not
kawan 1: argh. dont care. as long as its from you, its considered complete. and i want the answers sekali. and make sure the answers are correct. kalau salah i blame you.
nisha: *jeling and walked away, still enjoying her ice cream*

2nd situation
lokasi: dalam bilik, di depan laptop, besok exam public health

nisha baru sahaja mengonline ymnya dan pergi ke toilet sebentar untuk memenuhi kebutuhan faali. kembali dari toilet,
5 people buzzed me.
1st: nisha ko busy tak? aku nak pinjam kertas kau malam ni boleh?
2nd: weh, nak compare jawapan paper 6 mei. gitau semua jawapan ko. type la camni: 1.a, 2.c, 3.b
3rd: nisha no 23, 34, 50, 65 apa jawapan dia?
4th: nishaaaaaa....
5th: nisha ko ada latest paper tu tak?

guys, tolong lah. im not a genius. otherwise i wont be sitting for UTS, apatah lagi UAS. dont expect too much from me. if soalan, yes, you guys can get it from me, but the answers, ttetttt, wrong person. comparing answers is fine, though.

fact no #5: why does it take almost an hour for me to write this entry? well, at least it lessens my burden of not knowing what to do in the next 240 hours.

cat with tanduk

2009-06-29T14:21:00.000-07:00

ok. that was actually a direct translation of the peribahasa kucing bertanduk which means, tak mungkin. if im not mistaken. by the way i dont know (or did i once knew it? ) what tanduk is in english. dont blame me, its the environment im living in. big LOL.

so, the kucing bertanduk is when nisha skipped her everyday of almost 12 hours of beauty sleep and got herself weeping ( im proud to say this ) while watching kuch kuch hota hai. how pathetic? haha.

which made me lost my mengantukness and sambung watching another movie; artificial intelligence (AI). the last time i watched this movie was in the cinema with all my family members decades ago.

and, watching this movie reminds me of my mother ( not that my mom left me in the woods with a teddy bear ). its just that the fact that this pitiful robot would do anything just to spend some time with his mom, which made me, again, crying.

i wanna go home and run into umi's arms and tell her how much i love her!!

p/s: should the tajuk be once in a blue moon? does kucing bertanduk applies to rarely happened situations, but it does occur? hmmm, my BM is getting way way way corrupted.

puppy love? why not kittens instead?

2009-06-26T11:09:00.000-07:00

today's lesson is about dating or being in a relationship; dos and donts:

1. never date someone in ur primary school, they suck.

2. never date someone because of his looks only, they tend to be frustating.

3. never date someone without the permission or keberkatan from the mother; as in mothers.

4. never date someone because you're bored and have nothing to do. these people usually expects more from you, which you never bother to care. they will usually haunt you.

5. never date your best friend. its a heartache. you will tend to lose him, no matter what.

6. never date someone without knowing him/ her at least for months. these people usually have a hidden agenda. re: pisau cukur, menggali lubang di poket anda; or worse: psycho maniac or molester or rapist or just simply wants you for the physical thingie.

7. never date someone who is naive, they will tend to call their mother to tell them ( their mother) that they are dating and you will end up talking with his mother ( on the phone )instead.

8. match-making is actually an effective way to be in a relationship. i have evidence. want one?

9. its okay to cry if he/she dumps you in a horrible way. this is what you should do: cry cry cry, delete everything in your handphone, laptop, mp3 whatsoever that have something to do with him, write a poem of how much you hate him, clear your mind, act as if nothing happen the next day. stop seeing him or call or sms him. finish! simple yet amazingly effective.

10. being single is great. being a bitch is better.

p/s: these are through my way of seeing things, some are based on my own experiences, some, well, others are from what ive heard before.

reminder

2009-06-26T04:00:00.000-07:00

please please please nisha!

remind pak rato ( bapak kos) to not potong the internet yet! im not finished yet. what about my blog? what about my FB? gossips? news?

oh please!! dont torture me like this.
byebye the only cure for ultimate boredom,
hello tortured 24 hours x 10 days.

nisha, a note for yourself:

pergi matos and beli all these stuffs, otherwise u'll stuck in your room calling 14045 (mcd) everyday:

1. perencah nasi goreng
2. bawang
3. telur
4. milo
5. sayur-sayuran ( adik-adik, kalian suka makan sayur ga? oo, kenapa ga suka? kalian tau ga sayur itu buaannyakk kebaikannya. di piramida gizi juga sayur itu yang paling bawah sebelumnya roti ma nasi. nah, itu tandanya sayur itu..apa adik2? yaaa, bagus! -practising for penmas- )
6. gula? xyah kot. nanti diabet.
7. susu
8. roti
9. stacks of cds
10. kondom. haha. kondom for my handphone ok? positive. yup. thats the way to go.

p/s: rip mj. betul ke he died in islam?

as usual

2009-06-23T03:01:00.000-07:00

disebabkan aku seorang yang sangat berpandangan jauh, my pandangan skips this week and next ( re: final exam, zzzzzz), i've already written my to do list before going back. and its a one-page full!! so so cant wait to go back. yellow house wait for me!! i'm coming for you.

p/s: i have the habit of writing to-do stuffs everyday. talk about being organised.

p/p/s: i have no idea on how to study communication skills. period.

f star star k

2009-06-17T06:06:00.000-07:00

this one is for you, 'HUN' !!

when my heart was someone else's,
you stole it.
because of that,
i lost a friend,
a good one.
do you know that?

when my heart was yours,
you broke it like shattered glass.
but you did had the heart to mend it.
the wound healed.
but that was before.

when my heart was yours again,
you broke it,
again.
but dont you have the slightest idea of mending it.
cause this wound comes with a scar.
and this scar is permanent.

from now on,
keep your ass away from me.
let me live my own life,
and you live yours.
fair.
all in all,
this is what you wanted isn't it?
so this is what you get.

dont play wih fire,
cause youre the one who will get burned.

friend or foe

2009-06-17T05:41:00.000-07:00

yesterday, i was admitted in ( or is it to or into? not sure laa) the hospital. no worries, just demam panas which the doctor himself can't explain why. anyways, im back on track and yesterday i learned so many lessons of life.

1. i learned who my true friends are.

2. i learned who were the only people that are always there to help me, not because they had to, but because they consider me as a FRIEND, which according to my dictionary is, someone who is always there, whenever youre happy or sad, someone who would lend a shoulder to lean on, who wouldnt hesitate to go to and fro just for the sake of their friend.

3. i learned that some people that i never considered them as a 'friend' is also there when i was weak, and held their hands, sincerely.

4. i learned that some people that i did consider them as a 'friend', hesitated to come and visit me. how irony is that, huh?

5. i learned that a friend could and would go to the maximum to help a friend.

6. ( out of topic sikit, but still ) i learned that you can never, i mean it this time, NEVER mend my heart this time around. i cant and i wont let you. just let this wound heal by itself.

7. to those who i consider FRIEND, i thank you guys from the bottom of my heart and i wont forget what you guys had helped me. jasa baik dibawa mati. love you guys so much.

8. all the pinggans, thermos, pisau and other stuffs yang korang pinjamkan tu, nanti aku pulangkan ek? thanx!!

p/s: mas nurse handsome!!!!

~~~melting point~~~~

siapa bilang gadis melayu tak menawan?

2009-06-14T06:58:00.000-07:00

haha, ok. i know. i hate that song too.

who says doctors cant dance, huh?

future doctors ( lagi 4 tahun laa, tapi):

left to right: farahin, aishah, nisa, zieha, azera, zetty, nicantik, zaty n qish

please promise me this is the last dance! cant bear the humiliation lagi la!!

dengan ini.

2009-06-14T06:07:00.000-07:00

saya berjanji akan mencuba sedaya upaya saya dan akan mencuba yang terbaik dalam ujian akhir semester ini. Ya Allah, berikanlah aku kekuatan, tabahkan hati aku, dan mudahkanlah aku untuk menempuhi ujian ini.

AMIN....

p/s: sambil aku tengah pelahap bubur ayam + cheeseburger + fries, tiba-tiba teringat waktu foundation dulu, setiap hari makan mcd. everyday, seriously. the main reason my LDL level tinggi nak mampos.

*LDL = low density lipoprotein aka lemak jahat...no wonder kan??

its not love thats in the air

2009-06-12T05:01:00.000-07:00

not good.
exam is back to haunt me, again.

yang geram sangat tu, kenapa banyak sangat B+. dahla tu 79.4. macam siot je. rasa macam nak gi melutut je kat kaki dr tommy tolong tambah markah. nak muntah dah laa baca tumbuh kembang and genetik. lama-lama aku yang tumbuh kembang. horizontally, unfortunately. *sigh*

subjects kena amik for UAS:

1. biology of microbes
2. microbial infection
3. pharmacology
4. public health
5. embryology. lagi?? huhuhu
6. communication skills. ( yang ni jangan tanya, hahaha)

the problem is, how the hell am i supposed to cover all this in just 1 week?

i know! only one thing.

PAST YEAR QUESTION PAPERS!!!

p/s: doakan aku untuk exam ni, to those yang membaca. hehe.

happy birthday, sayang!

2009-06-11T01:07:00.000-07:00

to my dearest, sayangest,

NUR KHAIRUNNISA MOHD AZUHAR

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY

pesanan dari nisha:

1. may Allah bless you

2. good luck for everything in life

3. im sorry for everything that had happened between us. kita kan suka gaduh, pasal mi goreng nks pun nak gaduh kan?

4. have a very happy happy happy and blessed birthday.

5. ko dah tua, aku still 18 tau!

gambar zaman bile ntah aku amik ni. aku takkan lupa all the things we shared and endured before. love you! muax!!

mencari-cari

2009-06-10T01:15:00.000-07:00

my rumah-kontrak-hunting days are back.

BEWARE!

nica is more aggresive than before. walaupun dulu dah dapat, tapi tiba-tiba jatuh ke tangan orang lain. taknak cerita. its toxic.

sekarang ni, minggu exam means everyday of sleepover at my friend's house sebab discussion group. hem hem. hahaha.

so sekarang dah mula timbul masalah benci-membenci, kutuk-mengutuk, we might as well find a proper house where kitorang boleh buat study group dengan aman dan sentosa.

i was in la la land when we found a bolehlaa house in cikampek ( walking distance from faculty) just now. sampai kebas bontot cari rumah daa~~

and now....we wait.
doakan rumah tu jadi milik aku!!

nenonenoneno

2009-06-07T08:44:00.000-07:00

pastikan masuk tu straight. jangan masuk habis pulak. separuh je. ha. ok. betul dah tu. tekan sampai habis. ok. tarik keluar.

bingung?

itulah dia, experience pertama aku handle pasien. hebat tak?

masih bingung?

baca di bawah.

abg wan: nah, amik ni.
me: nak buat apa?
abg wan: cucuk la, ko nak buat pe lagi dengan syringe.
me: saya yang kena cucuk?
abg wan: ko ni nak belajar ke tak? ingat senang ke nak pegang pasien 1st year?

dengan tangan yang terketar-ketar, aku pun cucuk la bontot ibu usia 60 an tu..

dah faham? ok, congrats. kalau tak faham, sila ulang. haha.

hari ni, kitorang ikut acara BAKSOS. not plural for bakso tau! baksos tu bakti sosial. pergi desa and budget dokter la, tolong-tolong orang desa to improve their health and so on.

from leprosy patient to tersalah bagi obat sampai kena kejar dia sampai rumah, i've been there, done that.

thats the one good thing about here. handling patients as a non-doctor is not a problem. great!!

blackout

2009-06-04T18:55:00.000-07:00

im tired.
stop bugging me.

.....

2009-06-02T09:45:00.000-07:00

these past few days, im starting to actually realise who my true friends are. even those who you call friends, are actually backstabbers, hypocrites and lots more.

what is a friend?
someone who will be there when you need a shoulder to cry on?
or the person that will be there when you're happy and poof!, gone, when the wheel turns around?

point blank, what my friend had said before is absolutely true;
smile and the world smiles with you,
cry and you cry alone.

these past days, ive been crying like a baby. every night, almost everything turns out to be so wrong. i wanna go home and be in my parents arms. oh, how i miss them so!

i feel so lost.
confused.
alone.

and just let it be.

yay

2009-05-30T03:21:00.000-07:00

i was in a very good mood yesterday. to make it better, a friend of mine asked if i want any english novels; which i was, can i say, mengidam macam perempuan mengandung lima anak for these past torturing months in this island.
*note: malang takde english novels, not even one. sigh.

well, it reminds me of one incident that occured during the past holiday in malaysia.

1. TKP ( tempat kejadian perkara, kot, kalau tak salah) : MPH in shah alam.

me: abang, twilight ada tak?
abg: twilight habis. dik.
me: ow, yang lain? new moon? eclipse?
abg: semua habis dik. stock baru datang minggu depan.

2. TKP: POPULAR in alor star:

i did found twilight books in the 'latest' section. but, only twilight. not the others.

me: kak, new moon ada?
kak: buku apa tu?
me: novel english. dia sekali dengan twilight.
kak: sorry lah dik. taktau la pulak.
me: takpa. twilight ni sampai bila?
kak: baru sampai semalam.

kejadian di shah alam was before in alor star. kat shah alam dah habis, kat alor star tak sampai pun lagi.
moral of the story: dont blame others kenapa negeri kau tak maju, dah tak membaca, camna la nak maju. kedah maju 2010. benar kah??

p/s: if im not mistaken, survey mengatakan bahawa malaysians only read 1 book per year. buku gempak starz la kot. takpun mangga.

pp/s: lagi satu survey mengatakan bahawa if malaysia's economy n political problems is lagging as in rite now, indonesia akan menjadi negara maju before malaysia. padahal the population's ratio is like berganda-ganda. fikir-fikirkanlah.

ppp/s: i am a proud kedahan, but only in certain circumstances.

double

2009-05-30T03:12:00.000-07:00

talk about double dating. this was in my small group discussion alone. wonder if its in a bigger class. quartet dating, i suppose.

p/s: note: more photos to come. hehehe. peace. no heart feelings.

the assortment

2009-05-29T22:48:00.000-07:00

mid semester exam is over. this was what i did:

this is block 1 semester 1 notes ALONE, excluding books.

yup, i do love the chaos.

signed, sealed, delivered. i'm yours. muaxx!!

belang perak

2009-05-27T01:55:00.000-07:00

or silver lining in english. as in the saying; there's always a silver lining in every cloud. i know my "bahasa melayu yang baik dan benar" is not THAT good, maybe thats why my photo wasnt in the papers; best student malaysia, or kedah, or school. heh. how pathetic am i??

in Islam, ada hikmah di sebalik segala tiap apa yang berlaku.
yesterday was one of my most miserable days in this place that i actually know little of. macam jatuh ditimpa tangga. dahla jatuh sure tergolek-golek punya.

yesterday was my methodology paper. subjek apa tu? i wish i knew. the questions were so wrong wrong wrong. those kinds of questions are not catered for medical brains. eh, come on la. statistics? how to write, read, criticise journals? to makes matters worse, our syllabus was the latest, so NO PAST YEAR PAPERS!! we dont have a single idea on how the questions will look like, plus kitorang kan past-year-questions doctors. 100% dependent on those questions. and as a cherry on top, WAJIB lulus. ingat senang ke?? lulus means kena dapat 81% dan ke atas tau.

that was one. more to go. bear with me, please.

results of some papers were out. communication skills. subjek apa? this one was a role-play test. you must act as a doctor, and they evaluate you on how you handle the patients. so, the confident me, memanjat tangga2 ( diet, remember? ) ke lantai 3 to see the results. as we reached lantai 2, i bumped into a friend of mine.

fren: NISHA!!
me: yup? apa? ko dah tengok result? dapat apa?
fren: aku lulus.
me: aku?
fren: erm, ko nak aku cakap ke, kau tengok sendiri?
me: SHIT!!! JANGAN KATA AKU FAIL WEH!!
fren: a'ah. ko tak lulus siot.

dengan skirt yg dah almost sampai lutut sebab berlari naik tangga (more calories burned), i squeezed myself through the commotions. one thing i like about my class' namelist is that my name is the last one. so dari jauh lagi aku dah nampak nama aku.

87. TIDAK LULUS.
oh my?? 87 tak lulus ke?
the lecturer said herself that i passed!! how could this happen??
ok la, at least i'm not the only one. imagine the major humiliation if im the only one in my batch.
sabar nisha, sabar.

okay, 2nd result.
public health.
this one, not that bad la. only 2 people got A. so i dont really mind getting a B. tapi kata nak score, camne ni??

so, back to the topic about silver lining.

1. exam sucks because; of course, last minute study. memang laa. takpe2, next semester aku study everyday after class. [*fingers crossed*]

2. result sucks because:
a. refer no 1
b. tak banyak doa kot. ive been feeling so far away from Allah lately. sigh.
c. take every exams seriously, as in seriously, seriously.
d. my brain was glucose-thirsty. as a result of my damn tunggang terbalik diet. haha. ya right.

3. today is a bad day because tomorrow will turn out to be a good one. tomorrow as in today, which is true. 100% repeated questions for this morning's paper, 2 lulus papers, and a B+ for microbial infection.

lately, bad news have been haunting me. my best friend's granma fighting cancer, and my teacher's child had an accident where the bus turned turtle, and God knows what happened.

Ya Allah, tabahkanlah iman mereka. amin.

p/s: i cant feel my butt right now. kebas.

what to do meh~~

2009-05-23T04:43:00.000-07:00

disebabkan a dear friend of mine gave me this penghargaan, i can do nothing but accept it. haha. takdelah. ni nama dia takde kerja nak buat.

this was what u have to do. zzzzzzz~~

1. Meletakkan imejan penghargaan yang diberi:
2. Nyatakan 5 fakta menarik tentang pemberi penghargaan ini:

a. nama dia hasanul asyraf bin hanafi
b. dia budak tak berapa nak matang macam aku. birthday 4 agustus 1990.
c. dia boleh cakap bahasa standard, bahasa kedah and bahasa kelantan dengan sangat fluent.
d. kelas waktu mrsm: 411, 409, 515. pernah wakil mrsm untuk pantun. ngee~~
e. kawan baik aku waktu form4. terlalu baik sampaikan sesuatu berlaku. gaduh jap, tapi sekarang dah baik balik dah. hehe

3. Blogger yang mendapat penghargaan ini perlu menyenaraikan 10 fakta atau hobi diri:

a. is currently under constant pressure.

b. favorite color bertukar setiap tahun.

c. bau freshly-baked cakes and bread plus men's perfume make my knees tremble.

d. i dont remember when was the last time i ironed my clothes. (tapi tudung aku iron tau!)

e. cant live a day without smiling and laughing.

f. is an extremist. i fall head over heels on something ( or someone) i like, and condemns everything i hate/ despise.

g. rabun jauh + rabun dekat + astigmatisme. good combination.

h. can live without tv, laptop or internet but not washing machine ( laundry)

i. love love love outdoor activities!!

j. J is for jailani, nama ayah aku.

k. K is the 11th alphabet, and its for KHAIRUNNISA, which is, an 11-letter-name. mintak tolong sangat-sangat, jangan panggil nisa/ khairun/ kn/ keon/dll. only NISHA is accepted.

4. 5 blogger yang bakal menerima penghargaan ini dan sedikit gambaran tentang mereka:

a. qishie tak qawaii: antara budak paling sengal dan menyengalkan pernah aku jumpa

b. bil hanson: currently making me benci studying here ( read her blog laa..)

c. shafeeqa shamsudin: she says no to what she thinks is wrong

d. mimie mush: the most homesicked girl ive ever met!!

e. azera meow2: suaminya don akmal.

p/s: enjoy buat kerja ntah paper ni.....

what is happening to me?

2009-05-20T23:39:00.000-07:00

im getting jiwang-er day by day. what the heck? i'm back in my jazz-addicted times, layan lagu2 cintan cintun, asking people of their definition of love. oh no!!

ini bukan gue bangat!!

i should be shitting bout exams, which starts tomorrow until the end of next week. oh. forgot. i already did shittalk about exam in the previous entry.dementia lah tu. how old am i again? 91??

apa-apa pun, nak cerita jugak tentang a good 'friend' of mine's definition of love:

me: apa definisi cinta buat kamu?

him: cinta tiada definisi, tapi ada maksud.

me: bedanya?

him: cinta tu rasa. rasa yang membahagiakan. tapi seringnya menyakitkan.

me: then, kenapa orang bercinta kalau tau benda itu menyakitkan?

him: because love always comes with sayang.

me: so?

him: that makes love is something. love is about sharing, about sacrifice. itu yang menyakitkan, tapi you know that the sacrifice is worthwhile, because its for the one you love.

me: (tergamam sebab dah taktau nak tanya apa lagi. since when r u so poetic?)

i know im not a puitis type of girl, so dont ask me about my definition of love. tanya aku definition of gout arthritis aku tau la. dasar.

p/s: to those out there who loves jazz, try listening to this song. aku tau aku sangat kuno sebab lagu ni is soo lama, ive never heard of the singer until recently.

tompi- sedari dulu.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TD0PAFUdMN8

- i dont actually know how to upload a video. korang click je lah kat link atas ni. hehe. enjoy.

nightmare lagi!!

2009-05-18T05:41:00.000-07:00

EXAM = nightmare = less sleep = dark circles = pimples = no internet/ anything that involves touching the laptop = over-caffeinated = over-emosional = ship-wrecked-like room ( bilik macam tongkang pecah) = past year papers = sesi menghafal soalan = jeling-menjeling = mencarut2 kalau past year questions tak keluar = PARTY!!

my dad promised me a suzuki sx4 crossover kalau dapat 4.0. aku taktau yang mana satu is more logical: my dad buying a car for me; or me getting 4.0. macam dua2 impossible je...

apa2 pun, guys, gudluck for UTS next weekend. chaiyok!! lepas uts, apa plan? karaoke jom?? dah lama tak jerit laa...

party mode: on

2009-05-18T05:16:00.000-07:00

not that kind of party, mind you.

its just a ritual for us, us, as in batch 08 girls+ 1-2 guys; to lepak2 after exam; in other words: weekend. not something yang perlu proper planning or what, just lepaking. stmj ke, mcd sarina ke. buat apa? gossip la, ya iya lah!!

i think we shud call ourselves the weekenders la. active only during the weekends; waktu kuliah: passive mode. heh. dasar.

the members:
1. blue house girls: nisha,aishah, zaty, ziha, zira, zetty, nisa, alia
2. pink house girls: qish, farahin, ihda
3. cikampek 11: linnet, sumita
4. cake donors: sharmila, maithily
5. the guys: akmal( datang sebab terpaksa kot), vishnu

p/s: just came back from camping by the beach. it was a blast, excluding the toilet. looking forward for more!!!

talk about humiliation

2009-05-14T10:44:00.000-07:00

yes yes i know how kuno i am.
i just finished watching gossip girl episode 13-20. nak terbakar bontot aku duduk depan laptop.
padahal sekarang dah episode 24.
downloader cam tutututuutut jer.
ep 21-24 is still downloading; in other words: tunggu aku balik malaysia baru habis download semua tu. by that time blair waldorf dah ada cucu laa..

p/s: my newfound allergy and trauma: stool/ feces test. don't ask why.

dua terkorban?

2009-05-13T08:14:00.000-07:00

after craving for sooo long, at last, my dreams came true. eh, terover la pulak.

AKU DAPAT MAKAN KETAM!!!

its somewhere at jl galunggung before dieng, i asked, eh, salah, FORCED gunna, to have lunch there.

the reasons he agreed:

1. i cant meet him this weekend.huhu. he's going to bali n im off to bale kambang. pantai jugak!!so, 3 days tak jumpa. hmm~~
2. im the one yang traktir-ing him
3. we just had our lab diagnosis exam. mine was ok laa, i cheated a bit, normal la tu.

so, talking about the ketam/kepiting/crab, it wasn't really that huge as described by him before: (biggest crab i've ever ate), but still bigger than malaysia's one.

why i can't stop thinking about the ketam:

1. it spoiled my currently on-off-on again diet program
2. i was enjoying the ketam, then naanthe sms me that the meeting at 4 was compulsory, and it was already 3.50pm
3. gunna looked at me as if he never saw anyone ate ketam before. i know how horrible i look when i eat, as if i cared. ngahaha~~
4. he said i'm a good ketam-eater. i took that as a compliment at first, but then, keluarlah ayat favourite dia tu. 'no wonder la....tut'
5. the price was ok laa, 100k/ rm30 for 2people plus air.
6. dah lama aku tak makan sampai PENAT. seriously.

ok laa, at least the effort used to makan ketam can burn off some of what i ate macam setan tu. haha. as if.

p/s: sorry, photo is not included. taknak la korang terliur, meleleh-leleh sampai kena laptop. nanti korang blame aku pulak kan??

jangan ternganga

2009-05-12T05:12:00.000-07:00

Semalam aku main futsal. Aku jadi defender Jangan terkejut. At least aku tak la main sampai kasut terpelanting sekali. Jatuh macho sorang budak tu.

Kitorang main liga, so team aku main 4 game. Markah nya; haha:
1. 0-1
2. 0-0
3. 0-0
4. 0-1

Ok lah tu, sebab kitorang tak pernah practice, eh no, kitorang tak pernah pun main futsal, tiba2 kena lawan dengan ‘team yang wakil pkpmi-malang and menang 2 tahun berturut-turut’. Nasib baik yang tu kalah satu je. Terer gak kitorang ni sebenarnya.
Sekarang badan aku tengah sakit gila. Pegal-pegal. Urat kaki naik habis. Shit, kaki aku dah tak cantik.huhu

Have you ever felt like this before?

2009-05-12T05:04:00.000-07:00

Everyone was facing the same problem, at the same time; and then when you had settled yours but your friend haven’t, you really wanted to help your friend, but, don’t know why; you didn’t. and after you went away, you felt guilty and felt that if you were able to turn back time, you would help her.

Tak faham?? This was what happened just now:

We all ada 9 module tasks for parasitology yang perlu dibuat and dicollect every day. It contributes 30% of your marks, so who the hell won’t do it kan??

So, just now, the marks are out. Everyone was kaget because almost everyone’s markah tak lengkap. Kenapa tak lengkap? Katanya sebab the papers were misplaced or sebab korang yang tak buat and tak hantar (duuhh??).

Mine hilang satu. Aku tak la mengamuk sangat, sebab kawan aku lagi teruk. Dia hilang 7 set terus. After finishing my 7th and still-failed attempt of acid-fast staining (mbak tu cakap: lho, bakterinya mana? –sedih tak?-) aku pun start searching for my lost papers dalam stacks of papers yang memenuhi 6 meja dalam lab tu. Siapalah tak panas kan? Dah sejam mencari, aku pun jumpa kertas aku, dan dengan perasaan bahagia plus penat, aku kasi kertas tu kat lecturer tu.

Alhamdulillah la. And then, aku baru je nak balik, aku jumpa teman-teman aku duduk
kat luar lab. Rupa-rupanya diorang tengah tolong kawan aku yang hilang 7 set tu, buat all-over again. Talk about love. Aku tak tau la apa masalah aku, selfish sangat kot, aku pun balik camtu je. Maybe sebab aku stress dengan kertas yang hilang plus all those failed attempts.

So sekarang, aku rasa macam bersalah sangat sebab tak tolong kawan aku tu. Hati aku jadi tak tenang. Aku fikir jugak. Kalau aku tak tolong orang, siapa nak tolong aku nanti? Lagipun, kawan aku ni, rapat jugaklah dengan aku. Di mana ada gossip, di situlah ada dia. Di mana ada scandal, dia pun ada. Pokoknya everything yang berlaku di keliling dia, sure dia tau. Tabik spring, beb!

Nway, aku sebenarnya tak tau apa aku buat ni betul ke tak timing nya, tapi here goes:

SORRY FARAHIN SEBAB AKU TAK TOLONG KAU TADI.

p/s: aku tolong gak cari kertas2 kau, tapi kebetulan set yang aku cari tu, takde kau punya

aneh

2009-05-09T03:13:00.000-07:00

i hate blue.
i hate green.

my blog is bluish-green.
how awkward.
and im loving it.
so not nica~

mama mummy momoe??

2009-05-09T02:09:00.000-07:00

here i am, again, staring at my laptop and munching my 100% fibre chocolate chips cookies (part of my diet, okay?), dunno what to do. as if that's new.

then i remembered, tomorrow is Mother's Day isn't it?? if im not mistaken larr...

ive been cracking my mind of how, or what, is the best, em, how to say ah, gift, for a mother. well, u see, a mother's love is damn priceless. not even lamborghini is equal to the love of a mother to her child. pokoknya, nothing in the world can ever repay what they had done or sacrificed for us.

talking about mother's day, i wonder; why must there be a specific day for us to appreciate our loved ones?? mother's day, father's day, valentines, teacher's day, labor day ( eh, considered tak? tak pelah :D)

why cant everyday be mothers day or all those 'loved ones' days? does that means that we only appreciate these ppl only on specific days? mothers on 10may, teachers on 16 may, fathers aku taktau bila. hee~~
i know that the answer is NO NO NO kan?
then why is there 'loved ones' days??

oh ya, just wondering, mother's day can celebrate kan?? its not like valentines or halloween kan??

p/s: kat indonesia labor day (1 may) is not libur day. sob sob

pp/s: sampai bila2 aishah takkan sebut tentang rekod sejarah aku strike bowling pakai tangan kanan aku. ego lah katakan...

tabahkan iman kau!!

2009-05-08T08:39:00.000-07:00

1. di kala senja menjelma, orang selamat bergolek-golek kat atas katil, kau kena gi jogging.

2. pabila semua orang mengenjoy french fries or big mac or filet o fish, kau minum kopi without sugar. eh salah. 1 peket sugar takpe. dihalalkan. pahit nak mamposs..

3. jangan terima hasutan menggoda oleh makhluk2 yang mengajak kau makan ice-cream

p/s: cobaannnnn....wua3!!

nica is back in action!!

2009-05-06T02:49:00.000-07:00

after months of torture (as a single-handed girl, literally), i am, proud to say;

BACK IN ACTION

p/s: sila jangan terkejut

mbak ojek*

*ojek= taxi dalam bentuk motor. x reti nak explain. pandai2 imagine la...

i lalalalalala lave u

2009-05-03T18:58:00.000-07:00

mimot!!!

tx for making my blog lively.
it stopped breathing for a while.
wee~~
love you sho muchie!!!

when kerawang gets gross, the going gets tough!!

2009-05-03T04:19:00.000-07:00

i dont actually know wether this is something i should be proud of, or not:

I SPEND 4 TORTURED-UNDER-THE-SCORCHING-HOT-SUN HOURS KEBAYA HUNTING, AND I ONLY GOT 2 COMPLETE SETS!!

so, the fact that i am VERY choosy remains, still, a fact. sigh. why laa??

pity farahin, she had to bear with my cerewetness;

ni banyak sangat kerawang
ni colour tak lawa
ni manik dia over sangat
ni plain sangat
ni kalau berpeluh nampak giler
ni kalau kau pegi wedding pakai baju ni, sure orang ingat kau yang pengantin
mahalnya!!

all in all, i still cant find mimie's kebaya. sorry mot. all so buruk and over and kampungish and orangtuaish. what to do??

p/s: mot, can u choose another color?? seriously i cant find any cyan/ turqoise yang lawa la...

tolong jangan jijik

2009-05-03T04:13:00.000-07:00

dengan my new blog.

thanks to mr genius inche akmal, my blog is RUINED!!!
nasib baik entries all tak terdelete habis.

now i have to start all over again..
shitta!!!!

nightmare haunts me again

2009-04-26T05:01:00.000-07:00

just say the word DEBATE. my knees tremble as the word goes. that word has been traumatizing me ever since. and it came again when i was watching debate this morning. maybe that is why i went back early, cause i just cant stand the impact that a single debate can give me.

my nightmare:

it was in MRSM langkawi. form 5. fasting month. it was compulsory for everyone to join debate. i had always have a problem with debating, formally or informally. people cutting while i'm talking really gets on my nerves.

it was semi-finals. just 1 more step to finals. my teammates were didie, a school debater (she was the only reason we had it to semis) and diana ( better than me). the topic was something about nutrition if im not mistaken.

i wont tell what happened, but something i said made the opponent AND the audience laughed at my stupidity, and worse, some even clapped. go to hell!! didie was so pissed off with me for fucking ourselves really bad. on the spot, i burst out crying, in front of everyone. after everything is settled, my friends came up to me, they had to hold me from falling down crying, sobbing like a small girl. i didnt actually know which part was worse: losing or embarrasing myself n my teammates. either way, it was one of the most bitter experience for me and i now, swear will not take part in debate or anything whatsoever. period!!

jatuh ego tak boleh kutip balik tau!!

special dedication

2009-04-26T04:32:00.000-07:00

tatkala aku lagi bahagia menikmati nasi ayam buatan tangan sendiri dan teman2, all of a sudden ada phone call.

teman aku ajak tengok dia jamming. aku tergamam. why?

1. aku xpernah tengok orang jamming
2. aku xpernah pergi tempat jamming pun
3. i dont exactly know what jamming is - what i know is it has something to do with bands

but, i agreed. turns out, i enjoyed it so much. u guys are so great, and can i say, i was mesmerized (am i exaggerating??). well, compared to me, i dont even know how to play the guitar, no no, scratch that, i dont even know how to even HOLD it!!

the guys in action:

gunna the guitarist+ drummer + singer / the hyperactive/ all-rounder

varend the singer/ the macho one

jeremy the guitarist/ the cute one

gilang the drummer/ the cool one

p/s: sorry for the not-really-good photos. taken secretly :D

melting point part II

2009-04-23T19:12:00.000-07:00

siapa kata lelaki melayu, eh salah, malaysian takde yang handsome??
ni lagi sorang lelaki idaman wanita malaysia.
haih...
kenapalaa susah sangat nak cari lelaki macam ni kat malaysia?
huhu
kalaula hans isaac is a public face / muka bersepah,
dah lama aku tak single.
( yuhuu, i'm single, to those out there)

melting point

2009-04-23T18:48:00.000-07:00

oh bulan,
mengapakah?
jantung ini berdegup kencang tatkala melihat foto kamu??
pabila namamu disebut,
aku jadi tergamam.
membisu.
namun,
ingin juga ku sampaikan kata-kata ini.
sudah tidak tertahan lagi.
oh aidil zafuan.
i love u.

p/s: farahin ko amik zaquan je ek, aku nak zafuan!!

newest reality show

2009-04-21T08:11:00.001-07:00

dengan ini, secara rasminya, kami berjanji akan menjayakan:

Projek Menurunkan Berat Badan dan Mengurangkan Lemak yang Dah Lama Termendap dan Tak Pernah nak Berkurang, Bertambah Ada La.

ahli-ahli nya:

1. nisha bukan nama sebenar

2. kembar 1- ziha

3. kembar 2- zaty

4. zetty

ahli baru:

1. ihda si macho

2. erma ko jadi join ke tak ni??

orang yang tidak dibenarkan participate:

1. zira @ meowmeow

2. qish

3. aishah

cara-cara untuk menjayakan program ini:

1. mengurangkan carbohydrate intake

2. exercise- gym, aerobik, joging

3. no nasi kepal

4. no nasi tambah

5. no tidur berlebih-lebihan

6. no cemilan/ jajan/ makanan selingan yang tinggi gula/ caramel/ chocolate/ krim termasuk bengbeng, chocolatos, ice cream and its derivatives

7. no mengumpul lemak depan laptop tengok movie sambil makan + baring-baring

8.menjauhkan diri dari qish and aishah kerana mereka ini adalah pengaruh jahat dan terbesar untuk makan banyak dan menggemukkan diri

9.banyakkan berdoa supaya projek ini berjaya

how to play:

1. timbang berat before memulakan projek ini

2. ikut steps di atas

3. timbang berat lepas seminggu

4.siapa yang berat turun paling drastis dan menggerunkan ahli-ahli lain, dialah pemenang dan akan membelanja semua ahli-ahli projek makan Pizza Hut or Nuansa Bali. ooo, gurami tiga rasa. bestnya!!!

5. ulang langkah-langkah 1-4.

gosip artis malaysia ( GOSARMAL)

2009-04-21T07:48:00.000-07:00

tangan siapakah ini??? lelaki ke perempuan???

kalau nak tau, sila scroll sampai bawah. taknak tau sudah. x ubah nasib hidup aku pun.

eh salah.

artis ke ni??

error and bias? apa kejadahnya??

2009-04-21T07:16:00.000-07:00

kalau korang dengar nama "sirap selasih", apa yang korang bayangkan??

kalau aku, xtau la kalau orang lain camne kan? air color hijau ke biru ke.

SS tu air sirap yang berwarna merah yang diletakkan selasih dan ais. sapa yang xtau selasih tu, kesian laa. selasih tu biji2 yang aku sendiri tak tau datang dari mana, bentuk dan warnanya persis telur katak. kalau dapat selasih tu, fuh, nikmatnya pada tekak memang tak terkata lah. bagi korang-korang yang mempunyai imaginasi yang cetek, lagi lah kesian. senang ni la gambar SS:

anyway, jangan terkejut laa sebab aku kan xberapa nak suka cakap pasal makanan ni. ini adalah 1st entry aku yang ada kaitan dengan makanan. aku tulis ni pun sebab ada kaitan dengan pengalaman aku beberapa hari lepas.

kisahnye:

kawan aku order air sirap selasih kat food court kat matos. sapa taktau matos tu, haih xtau la nak kata apa lagi kan. tetiba air tu datang, kaget aku!

ini adalah airnya! sila jangan terkejut, cause i did!

rasa dia macam ko teguk botol kordial marjan perisa sirap. siot gila ah. nasib baik bukan aku punya. rugi duit aku nanti.

curiosity hits me

2009-04-18T08:21:00.000-07:00

ok, i have to admit, my current handphone is, physically, xnak cakap la. but, still boleh pakai, gediklah katakan. i still love you, though. so, there i was, 'mengushaing' new handphones, when i came across this very cool sony ericsson handphone, sony ericsson W61S cybershot.

kembali kepada tajuk, what makes me so curious about this phone is;

1. there is only 1 picture of this phone in google image

2. there is no W61S in sony ericsson's official website

this was what my curiosity leads me to:

it is a "Japanese" only phone!!!!!

this phone is only sold in Japan, so yang duduk di luar Japan, sob sob!! but still, its so cool!

ala, takkan la asianmate pun taknak jual. UK and US taknak jual pun xpela, i dont mind.

dear santa in Japan, please2, can i have this handphone as a birthday gift??

ketidaksenonohan kawan saya

2009-04-18T07:58:00.000-07:00

nisha ada kawan.

nama dia q bukan nama sebenar.

dia sangat x senonoh.

ini bukan fitnah.

nisha ada bukti dia.

Sila jangan pelik.

2009-04-18T07:32:00.000-07:00

Today’s exam was very interesting.
Selama ni, we all sangat x100 dependent on past year question papers. Sampai tahap where u dun actually have to understand the subject, just master the past year papers, sure A. well, not all. But all these while, past year papers are a must in exam hall.
But, today’s paper was different.
With 0% past year questions, everyone was, can I say, tunggang terbalik, studying slides and module papers. The questions was okay, not too tough, everything was in the slides.

Kalau baca, senang laa. Tak baca, susah laa.

Well, just now, a friend from another class told me that his classmate had the questions beforehand. Dunno how, but yes. No wonder his classmates macam semut kerumun gula in the hall.

i was pissed off at first, cause well, who wouldnt??

but then, i realised, until when will we actually realise that being a doctor is not all about getting good results, lagi teruk if those good results are not from our own efforts; past year papers, copying during exam, etc.

takkan la, if a patient comes to you and asks about his sickness, and you dont know about it, n you say: maaf ya, soalnya keluhan pak gak ada dalam soal tahun lalu. get it?

just now, dr nurul, one of the most feared lecturer was in the exam hall. and what she said was very, how can i say this, erm, menyesalkan:

kami di sini mengajar kalian untuk jadi dokter, bukan pecundang(loser) seperti kalian sekarang.

so, how, it all depends on you and you alone:

a good doctor with good results from his own efforts, or a lousy doctor with good reults but not from himself??

pescandal pilihan

2009-04-18T07:02:00.000-07:00

apa itu scandal?

Kenapa kawan-kawan aku suka sangat buat scandal?

Xfaham aku tau.

Best sangat ke?

Baik korang gi study ke, gi solat sunat ke, kan lagi best.

At least dapat pahala, xde la buat collection dosa2 kering ni.

my newborn babies

2009-04-18T06:57:00.000-07:00

Few days before, I was blessed with 3 new babies.

Alhamdulillah.

Luki, luvti, luvmi are my pride n joy, my babies, my all.

They lift me up when I’m down and always there when I need them.

Here they are:

the durian story

2009-04-18T06:42:00.000-07:00

raj: nisha, ko suka durian tak?
nisha: suka la!!
raj: nak tak nanti aku belikan durian? aku tau tempat dia jual durian best.
nisha: ok2, malam ni kau belikan n hantarkan kat rumah aku boleh kan??

malam itu.
i lost track of how many ulas/ biji durian i ate.
i seriously did.

now, and the days before.
akibat dari durian melahap story,
im down with flu, febris(demam), batuk, sakit tekak, n a sexy sengau voice.

tadi.
raj: ko suka manggis tak?
nisha: (dengan suara sengau and batuk2) suka! ko kasi aku buah apa-apa pun aku makan la...

the anticipation

2009-04-18T06:31:00.000-07:00

Disebabkan pertanyaan orang ramai dan aku yang dah malas nak jawab soalan ni lagi; so di sini aku nak menyatakan, POP pada tangan aku yang fracture hari tu waktu balik cuti kat Malaysia tu, dah pun dibuka.

So, sekarang aku dah boleh buat benda2 yang aku xboleh buat dulu.

Tak nak disebut.

Abah, adik nak naik motor lagi!!!

impian hidup

2009-04-13T05:56:00.000-07:00

dear abah,
these are the things that i want before i die....before kawin pun boleh...before grad pun boleh:

1. handphone:

2. laptop:
3. kete!!!

girl's greatest enemy: the J word

2009-04-10T03:37:00.000-07:00

apa itu J??

atau siapakah J??

adakah dia scandal terbaru aku?

atau cuma scandal Jepit??

oh tidak.

aku nak cakap pasal JERAWAT.

musuh utama cewek2 dan sebagian cowok.

penyebab mood swing.

atau mood swing menyebabkan dia?

anyways,

aku yang bosan hidup bosan ni

tertanya2...

apa ajaa sih penyebab jerawat itu??

aku pun bukak laa,

kawan baik medical student bila malas nak bukak buku...

n cari penyebab utama jerawat.

nah, ini dia:

Stres

Keturunan dari orangtua

Aktivitas hormon

Kelenjar minyak yang hiperaktif

Bakteri di pori-pori kulit

Iritasi kulit atau karena garukan

Anabolic steroid

Pil pengontrol kelahiran / pil KB ( qish hati-hati tau)

Berada dalam lingkungan dengan kadar chlorine yang tinggi

pastu, kat kawan baik tu jugak cakap pasal mitos of why boleh naik jerawat, which is kind of good news for me. haha.

Makanan: Coklat, snack, gula, susu dan seafood

Seks ( shud i be happy bout this?? tettt!!)

p/s: aku buat ni tak tujukan ke siapa2 or apa2, saja iseng. buat knowledge tambahan.

kisah semalam.

2009-03-30T09:47:00.000-07:00

waktu sports day semalam,
part paling best sekali is:
when food is served.
orang memang tengah lapar giler..
gratis pulak tu!!
apa lagi kan??
balun semuanya la!!

teruk la aku ni!!!!

waktu ada match, aku nonton sambil makan kuih(s).

waktu match berhenti, aku makan nasik pulak.

*********kejadian lain**************

waktu aku tengah lunch,
abg hadi 06 ( yg comel2, bulat2 tu) panggil aku.

abg hadi: kuih mana??

me: xtau..(sambil toleh kiri kanan)

he went away.

aishah yang berada di sebelah ku: kenapa dia tanya kau? dia kenal kau ke??

me: ntah. muka aku macam muka orang tau kuih kat mana kot. (sambung makan)

hukum bertatu

2009-03-30T04:24:00.001-07:00

tadi,
aku bertengkar lidah dengan kawan aku pasal tatu.

me: tatu tu haram laa!!

dia: x, selagi boleh kena air sembahyang, boleh laa. ( kawan aku lelaki, so tiada masalah tentang
mandi wajib, for now..haha)

me: takde! haram jugak!!

so, aku pun mengambil inisiatif dengan mencari di internet, apakah hukum bertatu.
nah, silahkan dibaca.
benda baik perlu disebarkan -wisdom words from kak neysah and kak zamney-

Hukum Bertatu

Melakukan tatu itu dilaknat oleh Allah Subhanahu wa Ta‘ala danRasulullah Shallallahu ‘alaihi wasallam. Ia adalah haram ke atasorang yang minta dibuatkan tatu dan orang yang membuatkan tatu dan ia tergolong dalam dosa-dosa besar.

Diriwayatkan daripada Ibnu ‘Umar Radhiallahu ‘anhuma katanya:

Maksudnya:
“Bahawanya Rasulullah Shallallahu ‘alaihi wasallam melaknat orang yang membuat cemara (orang yang menyambungkan rambut), orang yang minta dicemarakan (orang yang minta disambungkan rambut), orang yang membuat tatu dan orang yang minta dibuatkan tatu.” (Hadits riwayat Muslim)

p/s: aishah kata kat blog aku xde benda kaitan keagamaan. nah, amik kau!!!

hari itu.

2009-03-27T21:31:00.000-07:00

cuaca sangat terik.

kawan 1: jalan la cepat sikit! panas ni..

kawan 2: laa, kalau jalan cepat nanti berpeluh macam babi ( proverb english yeaa, bukan aku reka)

kawan 1: kalau jalan cepat, xla lama kau berjemur tengah panas.

kawan 2: kita kan ada payung, relax laa.

kawan 1: payung tu xcukup nak tahan dari kepanasan

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aku pun terfikir.
kalau panas, nak jalan cepat2 ke lambat2.

*p/s: exposure to sunlight at 10am - 3pm can lead to skin cancer

*pp/s: sesungguhnya api neraka itu lebih panas dari panas dunia. sedarlah.

hari tu kawan saya sakit.

2009-03-27T03:35:00.000-07:00

kesian kat kawan aku sorg nii.
nme die azera/ meow2/ mrs don.
admitted kt hospital.
xpasal2 doktor kta dia hamil.
haha.
ke memang betul?
ooppsss!!

aku malas nk tulis panjang2.
kalau rajin bacalah apa kawan aku lagi sorang ni tulis pasal kejadian ini.

umi, be proud of u'r daughter!!!

2009-03-20T04:13:00.000-07:00

...for not wearing white/ cream/ black tudung last week. ngeeee~~~

this is NOT during lecture

this is NOT during practical

...and, this is NOT during exam week.

umi, i love you too!!

the good old kampung days

2009-03-20T03:22:00.000-07:00

selama ni, aku selalu cakap:

wey, jangan ah pakai baju tu. kampung.
ko ni xde manners ke?? kampung siot.

Aku xtau kenapa, but everything kampungish is a big no no for me.
until now.

tadi,
aku keluar g cari kedai fotocopy plus nak beli dinner. so, the best n nearest place is the kampung kat belakang tu. sapa dduk cikampek tp xtau memang nak kena ketuk laa..

clad in baju kurung, n slippers, aku pun pergi laa sorg diri.
sambil tunggu mbak fotokopi tu, aku tengok keliling laa.
adik kepada mbak tu, umur dlm 4 years kot, duduk kat luar kedai.

and then, a girl naik basikal/ sepeda angin/ gerek datang.
hai, sit! -kata adik 4 taun tu(A4T)-
hai.
dia tgk ke kakak dia n cakap:
tu nama dia siti.

5 mins.
a boy passed by.
dit!!! -jerit A4T
hai!! ngapain kamu??
bla3.

10mins.
oi, ngapain kamu buang air kamu tu??
A4T shouted at a boy near her age kot
tuang air minum kat tanah
bla3.

tetiba.
kakak die cakap bs jawa yang aku cuma faham 0.1% je..
.....arek2.....sopo2....
which i assume is:
-ko ckp ngan budak mana2 la tu, ko bukannya kenal pun-

budak tu jwb: kalau x tegur, memang la x kenal.

aku terdiam n terfikir sejenak.

waktu aku kt rumah dulu,
ada stranger datang tanya aku,
rumah cikgu mansor kat mana?
me:errr...hmmm....aaaaa.....sapa cikgu mansor?
stranger: ish, jiran satu taman pun x kenai ka?
biarlah.

well, the good old kampung days, they say??
true.

nama saya aminah.

2009-03-11T09:51:00.001-07:00

nama saya aminah*.
panggil i min k??
fatimah is like soooo, kampung-ish.

nama fatimah*.
panggil tim/ timmy.
ow, pengkid rupanya.

nama islam.
minum arak.
kenapa?
cool.

nama islam.
bangga jd non-virgin.
dengan sapa?
with my boo laa.. :)

nama islam.
pakai tudung litup.
solat lima waktu belum tentu.
tapi,
solat dengan pakai tudung mana lagi berat?
solat 5 waktu tu,
itu kn dlm rukun islam?
pakai tudung sbb mak ayah suruh
niat dah salah kan??

astaghafirullahal'azim.

*bukan nama sebenar, tiada kaitan dgn org hidup/ mati, ke ader???

walaupun begitu

2009-03-09T08:01:00.000-07:00

aku barusan nonton film terbaru indonesia: kambing jantan.

dengan siapa or kapan, ga usah ditanya.

people were laughing, i didnt. well, i did come up with this ideas along the way:

my ind language is not thaattt good YET

i hv a very low sense of humour( i think not)

i had to sit in the 1st row! sbb datang lambat, and my neck was aching.huhu

masuk pun dah almost 30mins lambat, of course laa x faham, ngos!

but i did learn some words!!!

LDR: long- distance relationship

cukuran: shaver

ngambek( xtau eja betul ke x, tp bunyi cam betul jee): merajuk

so, if u think u enjoy comedy ala2 baik punya cilok, go watch la! but good luck in understanding it!

here's the trailer.

enjoy!

move over!

2009-03-09T03:43:00.000-07:00

minggu lepas aku blajar parasitology. salah satunya adalah hookworm. setelah lama aku menonong tengok gambar hookworm ni::

comel kan?

...dan setelah aku usha morfologinya, baru aku sedar. macam aku pernah tengok makhluk ini. lama aku fikir. mana pernah aku tengok mnde ni.

.fikir punya fikir.

nah! ini dia!

makhluk belah kiri tu. ni dalam filem Flushed Away. aku dah tengok cter ni berjuta kali, tp xpernah terfikir pun ape kemendenye dia ni. makhluk ni ada gigi tajam2 macam hookworm, xde tangan, kaki, wings, antennae, bla3. pokoknya mcm hookworm lah!

p/s: cter Flushed Away SAAAANNGGGAATT best. bagi peminat setia cartoons or comedy or hugh jackman, this movie should be in your list of movies to watch before you die!! sapa tengok cter Chicken Run, cter ni lagi best tau!

pp/s: ungkapan move over itu dipetik dari filem ini. menjadi ayat favorite dalam rumah kuning kat alor star di kalangan aku dan adik2 laki (aku ade adik pompuan ke?) aku yang juga merupakan peminat setia filem ini.

sekian.

u know u love me.

xoxo.

aku terfikir

2009-03-07T06:43:00.000-08:00

hitam serap haba.
rambut warna hitam.
rambut hitam serap haba.
orang muda serap haba.

silver kalis haba.

rambut orang tua silver/ putih.

rambut putih/ silver kalis haba.
orang tua kalis haba.