nisha jailani, 18
i have no men to cry upon
i mean my blog.
i'm thinking of making a new one, actually.
till then, au revoir.
al-fatihah buat arwah senior 2006 saya, kak laila mastura, yang meninggalkan kita semua pagi tadi. semoga rohnya ditempatkan di kalangan orang beriman. amin.
hidup mati tu ditangan Tuhan, kita, hamba yang lemah ni cuma mampu untuk berdoa supaya dimatikan dalam keadaan beriman, sebagai seorang Muslim yang soleh @ solehah.
a dermatologist and a chef husband.
one fine morning, the husband brought her wife to a very fine place in the city.
hand in hand, the walked and walked till suddenly the husband stopped.
sayang, happy birthday! this is for you:
as those words came out, then only the wife realised that they were in front of a very classic restaurant;
MY WIFE'S FAVOURITE.
the husband opened a restaurant as a surprise birthday gift for his wife.
sweet? yup. but sadly, its only till that part because after that the wife realized that she was only dreaming and she was already running late for gastro class.
yup2. salahkan aku la semua. semua benda salah aku. semua benda aku buat salah. salah2 semua sebab aku. kau je yang betul. eh, macam tu kan?!!
hati rasa tak tenang.
entah la kenapa.
too many things happening at the same time.
here i am,
waiting for subuh,
phalanges dancing on the laptop,
i feel pangs of emotions.
mixtures of them.
guilt, sad, angry, scared.
about earthquakes that's about to hit Jawa Timur at an 8.8 RS anytime soon.
about Indonesians ganyang-ing Malaysia(ns).
about mid semester exam this monday.
about my irritating runny nose.
about how 'intriguing' that i can eat non stop.
the only think i want to do right now is cry and run away into the woods, alone.
yes, i find comfort in nature.
yes, i do enjoy crying. its a hobby.
and no, i cannot run fast. i had an injured left knee. (alasan!)
p/s: tension type headache is the only headache that is not vasculogenic. it is due to muscle spasm. answer is E.
pp/s: the next post will be dated around 2010. or after that.
esok back to the lame ol' booohring routine.
the only time i blog is when im bored.
i am bored only when im stuck in this little island.
and now im already stuck here ( and for moooonths till the next hol),
so that is why i am blogging right now.
okay, the last raya didn't went the way it used to be. i vaguely remembered what happened, thanks to the excessive input of dunno-whats.
2 3 days before raya
we were in our second house in puchong, did some last minute shoppings for raya. i did grab some things to bring back to Malang. simple things laa; rempah nasi goreng, cleanser and stuffs. oh yeah, and the round orange fuzzy carpet.
we went johor. stopped by at aishah's at kluang to give her nenek's ikan sepat kecil masin bentuk macam sate, belikan rm50 and then went another 3 hours of jalan seperti ular kena palu to mersing. i do not know why, tiba-tiba aku teringin nak tengok pantai, so before we arrived at the kampung, we stopped by at the pantai. kotor giler!!!
malam itu, waa, i never did that much of house chores in my life. i even got blisters on my hands, as a proof. potong and blend cili kering, bawang, halia, kentang 1 bucket each! it wasnt even midnight, but my body aches like hell. nak mandi pun dah tak larat sangat.
sembahyang raya. makan. dah. malam tak boleh tidur, thanks to umi and my cousin, kak idah who were sharing their encounters with han** until 2 am!
went to kubur. then, from mersing, we headed to bandar uda. then to johor baru. then to i'm-not-sure-where.
back to puchong.
4th and 5th raya
im not sure what happened.
tomorrow im going back to indonesia. so time ni la nak buat everything in the world. what i did,huh?
1. jalan2 klcc jap
2. ate secret recipe. so pissed off with klcc's secret recipe. lousy service, makanan best semua dah habis, and i ended up eating shepherd's pie. a cold one. with iscicles.
3. watch g-force. very dissapointing, don't watch.
4. bought an earphone for my iPod. pusing the whole IOI mall, but in vain. so i ended up buying a cheap, fake one.
5. ate char koey teow. :D
6. pissed off sebab nur kasih was not on tv, ganti dengan pirates of the carribean. nasib baik cerita best la jugak.
im back in indonesia. period.
p/s: siapa baca this super boring post ni please angkat tangan. cause i cant make sense of what im typing while listening to hindustan songs. :P
ok i dont know where to start.
1. selamat hari raya to all muslims out there.
2. dah. malas nak tulis panjang-panjang.
p/s: mood rajin memblog only comes when i'm stuck there.
no more cries during raya cause this year i'm celebrating it at home!!
but, lepas tu pulak, EXAM!
looks like i'll be studying while eating ketupat, nasi himpit and loads and loads of kuih raya!
friend: nisha kau ada allergic apa-apa tak?
nisha: none, but aku tak makan kacang.
friend: so you're allergic to kacang?
nisha: no no. i don't EAT kacang.
nisha: because kacang always stuck between my teeth and it really annoys me to have something stuck in my mouth. and its awfully hard to keluarkan.
friend: then i assume you hate food that stucks?
nisha: guess so. i stopped eating jagung since i was 15 kot.
p/s: kacang causes jerawat too. people say lah.
[ ] try bungee jumping
[X] ride a parachute
[ ] watch equastrian
[ ] own a yacht
[X] weigh less than 55kg
[ ] own a horse
[X] pass my driving test
[X] score 3.5 above
[ ] buy myself a car and a house with my own money
[X] win a futsal game
[ ] 6-pax!
[ ] beat amer in swimming
[ ] grow taller
[ ] sail on a cruise
[ ] own a real tiger cub
[ ] go to disneyland and universal studios, florida
[X] tour around europe
[ ] watch a theater
[ ] eat char koteow everyday without getting fat(ter)
[ ] adopt an orphan